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I'M back AgAin...

2008-10-28T03:47:00.000-07:00

Yox..

to all my lovely peeps who may have always stay tune to my blog..once again, i m back after a pretty hectic transistion during this few mths as was busy during day shift and now being posted to night.. phew.. perhaps more resting time and get along time..

However past few month has been pretty fufilling for me adn indeed i guess i have grown a lil..and NPSD too have grown a lil too.. Make new friends, adapt to a change of duties as well as met up with tas peeps, mani mani old freiends.. and not forgetting getting ready for my bestie wedding.. haha.. whih jus happen 2 days ago and i was appointed tio be her dinner emcee.. pretty excited before that but after doing it, felt really satisfied at ai as most ppl commented i have a talent for emceeing.. ahha wonders how true..

Past few mths have been busy preparing for CFG.. Meaning Chapter friendship gathering bheld by singapore soka asociation and search for my new love?? haha.. nah.. shall lets nature takes it place.. Up next will be agenting trip with one my friend follow by Our annual Tas trip.. KukUp... guess it be lotsa fun..

Shall upload more pic.. as pic say a thousand word .. but meanwhile i have to figure out how to post it up again.. hmm.. have been realli long since i post any picx.. in it..

Stay tuyned ya.. :)

BiTs Of PieCeS...

2007-11-22T14:09:00.000-08:00

(Extracted from .....)
I've been living with a shadow overhead
I've been sleeping with a cloud above my bed
I've been lonely for so long
Trapped in the past, I just can't seem to move on

I've been hiding all my hopes and dreams away
Just in case I ever need them again someday
I've been setting aside time
To clear a little space in the corners of my mind

All I wanna do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
Oh oh oh...

I've been watching but the stars refuse to shine
I've been searching but I just don't see the signs
I know that it's out there
There's gotta be something for my soul somewhere

I've been looking for someone to shed some light
Not somebody just to get me through the night I could use some direction
And I'm open to your suggestions

All I wanna do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart again
I guess I'm hoping you'll be there for me in the end

There are moments when I don't know if it's real
Or if anybody feels the way I feel

I need inspiration
Not just another negotiation

All I wanna do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart to you I'm hoping you'll show me what to do
And if you help me to start again
You know that I'll be there for you in the end

How true ..... did u heard me?

WheRe Have I beeN??

2007-11-21T22:11:00.000-08:00

WHere Have I BeeN??
Yo, it realli been quite a while since i last blog. thru enough some of my friend have starts to miss my lengthy entries.. whaha.. opps. Mani event have been happening ard me even such as passing out parade after 6 mths of residential tarining, fullfilling my three months attachment in changi women prison and of cos, las but not least, pass out as a full flaged officer just 20 days ago.. whaha.. and not forgetting landing myself in another home of mine in the eastern side though i still goes back once a week during my off days to enjoy the warmth of family love.. whaha.. life is gonna be realli challenging and demanding as we grow.the samll chair in kindergarten which we sat seems to be shrinking as we are older. Pictures and ceiling of pri sch seems to be come smaller as we grow. ha.. though i always felt that age is jus a no but sumhow u can't denied that the surrounding have changed as we grow.. perhsp its good and bad too.. ultimatly we can prevent things from happening but we can change our reactions towards it. Agree??..

One pretty touching event that happen is none other the de NP inst Mtg, iT is such a joyous mtg that fill the Rooms first time in ever with so much yyouthfulness and such high attendance of nf and in active members.. It certainly is the great hardwork of all my frontline cic and members effort as yiling and mi only halp to guide and supervise the event with the help of jeff too.. it further affirm my determination that NP will definitely grow this time, and to contribute to the succes of the event i believe its non other den the study which we have conducted bi monthly on Gosho and moving on will be HR. Only thru earnest study and determination could we affirm our determination to help others and contribute to the movement of KR in spore.. and further repay our debts of gradtitude to our mentor..
from the bottom of my heart on behalf of all np iic a big thank you and good job to all our wonderful bro and sis!! Lets jiayou and cont creat anothe ht in our coming dec event!!!

however, i also drown in deep tots on my leadership position in my own yongsha, too mani tots have been flying pass and i know that i must make a decision somehow.. i dun need loud words i need actions!! pls preech and act as ND disciple..

Upcoming 1 dec will be TAS ann nite again!! has been looking 4wards towards it esp this time round, most of us are gonna make it for the yearly gathering.. it will certinly be a great meet up after so long.. whaha hopefully could also win some lucky draw prizes.. hmm are u think wat i m thinking?? haha

As for work, kinda enjoyed the friendly relationship with all my collegues afterall our nature nature of work is sumthing we don get to experience it else where so of cos all of us have a common traits that is we are pretty fun loving and easy going and on top of that we are pretty efficient and mobile wor.. relli can lose wt inside men imagine everyday climbing umpteen times of stairs.. whaha and rushing from here and there.. against time.. Phew.. definitely fullfilling.. and most importantly majority of us are pretty young.. and some are of the YOYO kind.. whhaha..

Kk think gotta sign off le, double Decker bed that i have order has arrived gotta received it soon.. ciaoz..!!

RanDoM ThOtZ

2007-08-28T09:26:00.000-07:00

It's 12.27am le.. jus had a mtg with all my cic... it feel so cool and fresh to once again list and share out our resolution towards the coming concert.. and this time round, with all the freedom i have longed to get after the training, i m even more determined to make sure all the girls on our list could be able to atten our 23rd concert.. though it is less then a month to go.. but i know we will all do our best de.. hehe:)

jus received a call frm him.. though the call was not meant to talk abt us. it is more to mi lending him a listening ear for him to pour out his sorrow with his group of friend and how other ger have misunderstand him.. haiz.. tot onli girl will met with such nitty gritty thing.. but wat matter worst is.. he has fallen for her once sumtime ago.. MAN! i know i m supposed to be calm abt it since it is ok for him to love sumone after both of us gain our own freedom but i just got that weird feeling.. not of angry but a lil sour yet confuse.. think i am quite a loser when it comes to handle this kinda relationship.. haiz.. likewise what others sae.. hao ma bu chi hui tou chao..but sum how when i see mani of my friends settling down,enjoying their honeymoon period with their loved ones, i jus wonder if i had made the right choice last yr...if i ever did it on impulsiveness and mani at times he tried to piece it up once again, i gave him that hard look of it is impossible btw us.. sumhow deep inside mi now esp after my critical phrase of training in my career i knew he has nv left from ani part of mi.. sumtime he will still call no matter how irritated i may sound...haiz.. hao luan ar.. mani at time i gave him hints and now his reply tend to be so much mature as to.. aiya focus on ya work la.. i noe i gotta focus but i jus can't pretend that my feeling for u is dead ma..Mani at times i wonder if i m desperate or wat.. whaha..maybe.. after all it is less den a yr for singlehood.. perhaps time heals all wounds or perhaps wounds might heal if sumone comes along? crap.. wat am i talking.. haiz..

Let it be over and over.. i m gonna brace up in the next momment!! :)

Btw, received a great news from my academic trainer.. 24 out of 35 had successfully pass our final exam consisting of three papers (legistration,Ops,Rehab module) for our basic officer course.. hurray.. spent 2 week burning mid night oil for this momment to come.. whaha so now i can happily wait for my graduation to come in NOV!! meanwhile jus gotten perform effectivly at work during my OJT period.. Jiayou!!

Sweet Story...

2007-08-17T00:15:00.000-07:00

Sand and Stone

TWO FRIENDS WERE WALKING
THROUGH THE DESERT.
DURING SOME POINT OF THE JOURNEY,
THEY HAD AN ARGUMENT;
AND ONE FRIEND
SLAPPED THE OTHER ONE IN THE FACE.
THE ONE WHO GOT SLAPPED WAS HURT,
BUT WITHOUT SAYING ANYTHING,
WROTE IN THE SAND:

TODAY MY BEST FRIEND
SLAPPED ME IN THE FACE.

THEY KEPT ON WALKING,
UNTIL THEY FOUND AN OASIS,
WHERE THEY DECIDED TO TAKE A BATH

THE ONE WHO HAD BEEN SLAPPED
GOT STUCK IN THE MIRE
AND STARTED DROWNING,
BUT THE FRIEND SAVED HIM.

AFTER HE RECOVERED FROM
THE NEAR DROWNING,
HE WROTE ON A STONE:

'TODAY MY BEST FRIEND
SAVED MY LIFE '.

THE FRIEND WHO HAD SLAPPED
AND SAVED HIS BEST FRIEND ASKED HIM,
'AFTER I HURT YOU,
YOU WROTE IN THE SAND AND NOW,
YOU WRITE ON A STONE, WHY?'

THE FRIEND REPLIED
'WHEN SOMEONE HURTS US
WE SHOULD WRITE IT DOWN IN SAND,
WHERE WINDS OF FORGIVENESS
CAN ERASE IT AWAY.
BUT, WHEN SOMEONE DOES
SOMETHING GOOD FOR US,
WE MUST ENGRAVE IT IN STONE WHERE
NO WIND CAN EVER ERASE IT.'

LEARN TO WRITE
YOUR HURTS IN THE SAND AND
TO CARVE YOUR BENEFITS IN STONE.

THEY SAY IT TAKES A
MINUTE TO FIND A SPECIAL PERSON,
AN HOUR TO APPRECIATE THEM,
A DAY TO LOVE THEM, BUT THEN
AN ENTIRE LIFE TO FORGET THEM.

P.s(Find this short story sweet isn't it).. it's so true..

pop+thailand+ojt

2007-08-15T23:22:00.000-07:00

heyhey.. i am finally back once again to blog as well as back from my block leave (thailand) and also back to my nice and comfy home sweet home for long.. haha meaning i had happily pass out from my residential training le.. hoorray.. indeed hard work has not been wasted all this while.. damn satisfying upon wearing the NO 1 uniform and thinking abt how we used be in the begining and now.. most of us has grown moe mature , some has become more chatty at the end.. it was nothing but mani mani sweet memories to be kept in the heart.. certainly i guess will start to miss the nice routine we had.. esp sleeping after luch even for half an hour could make our day.. and not forgetting the usual cafe break we have after dinner.. was indeed a good bonding session for all of us during the BOC.. now kinda miss the HTA food, the regime and may of my trainers jokes be it funny or lame.. whaha.. but well like wat many of the sae it's is just the begining of our career path..must gove our best shot upon passing out.. now it's another 3 more months to go before i could hear all their laughter again for our graduation.. shall strive to enjoy my learning journey and gaining as much experience as i can while i m still young.. whaha.. kinda like my posting though it's super far from my house.. but thank to my sweet dad whu offered to drive mi every day to work.. whaha.. afterall i m their onli daughter ma.. right whaha.. (shall upload my POP pic soon)

As for my block leave , went to thailand with a few of my cohort mates, half PO and SPO.. had shopping spree for the past 4 days, combing all night bazzar and shopping centre that we can find.. whaha.. it was pretty fun especially when sum of the tee is so much cheaper den spore.. and also their food is not as bad as u think more or less like our local dishes.. hmm shall visit thailand and especially the hotel i stayed in again for the hotel is damn posh.. with two master bed, a coffee table and chairs, dressing table, bath tub all in one room.. cool isn't it.. esp the last night i was sharing with onli one of my friend.. imagine each of us can have a double bed to ourselves..?? sounds attractive ar.. whaha

after coming back for bankok, it's time to get ready for my OJT the next day, so ironed my uniform, polish my boots.. checking that everything is ok.. andnot forgetting to unpacked my luggage and also rest early for th night..

And it now time to get back once again for KOsen rufu... whaha.. yep.. home visit, campaign.. i m coming!!!

2007-07-08T03:35:00.000-07:00

Yox.. finally blogging after for past few weeks.. so mani event has happen on june and coming july.. jus had MIlk Run on 1/7, my bdae celebration in june with all my lovely peeps.. will upload the pressie photo once i get settled down to take it.. whaha.. and not forgetting yesterdae de 777 performance at Indoor stadium.. like the guest of honour comment, it was indeed magnificant.. everyone was so high spirited..and we managed to grab hold of our npsd ppl for sum light shot before the show.. it was indded a memorable day to be perfomring for 10,000 ppl.. haha not too sure of the figure.. hmm.. met mani friends too.. and most importantly enjoyed myself thruout the whiole event by bein g a part timer entertainer to entertain all the ywds with gakkai song in both exit.. as by demand by the ywds chief that sd iic must lead song.. hur hur. yep.. machiam pao chang liddat.. all in all.. it was an eventful day in such a 1000 yrs...

2007-07-08T03:32:00.000-07:00

-* Would u Be there *-

2007-06-16T23:14:00.000-07:00

Would You Be There for Me?

If I were blue, would you be there for me, And whisper in my ears that's ok.
Would you stand by me, let me hold you tight, And say you love me one more time?

If I feel good, would you slow dance with me, And touch my lips with tender loving care,Would you die for me, would you run with me, And never look back..

Would you be there to love, to be with me? Would you swear that your love is always true?Would you say that you'll always be the one, to take my breath away?

Would you be there to love, to be with me? Would you swear that your love is always true?Would you say that you'll always be the one,to take my breath away?

Would You be there?

If I will wait, would you still think of me? And wished that you could hold me now. Would you die for me, would you run with me, all the way......

Would you be there to love, to be with me? Would you swear that your love is always true?Would you say that you'll always be the one,to take my breath away?

Would you be there to save my soul tonight? Would you swear that your love is always true?Would you say you always be there,to kiss my pain away?

Would u be there for me?

Own Personality Test..

2007-06-09T11:49:00.000-07:00

Your view on yourself:

Other people find you very interesting, but you are really hiding your true self. Your friends love you because you are a good listener. They'll probably still love you if you learn to be yourself with them.
The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.
Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.
The seriousness of your love:

You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.
Your views on education

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:

You have many goals and want to achieve as much as you can. The jobs you enjoy are those that let you burn off your considerable excess energy.
How do you view success:

You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.
What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.
Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

P.s: taken this with the help of yvonne blog entries.. thanks ger.. hehe.. i do visit ur blog too eh.. hehe

Past Few Dayz..

2007-06-09T02:05:00.000-07:00

WooHoo.. Kinda happy today.. tough a lil side effect after the stupid jab from the dentist for my toothach.. mi think too much le tot is sum wisdom tooth attacking end up is just another toothach.. haiz.. yep.. miss today iic study cos dental appoinment ends around 3 plus.. but gotten a new phone.. yeah.. the one i been eyeing for.. dad and bro bought for mi in advance cos cutting down the hassle to buy and dine on 23rd at the same time.. so 23rd jus gotta trest them for dinner.. whaha.. think it will still be cheaper den i got it for myself... pretty nice.. pink at the back cover.. same as lay de.. whaha... jie mei phone.. haha.. yep.. den my squad mates also planning to get the crumpler for mi.. 3 out of 5 wish is granted.. whaha.. meeting amanda on next week.. actualli also dunno wanna ask her get mi wat.. a lil paiseh though we used to have the practice of buying for one another at the same time as we seldom get to meet due to our hectic schedule.. it has been almost 10 yrs of friendship... nan de neh.. hehe.. as for 24th.. meeting up with jackson for a short meet up ba.. whaha.. nice nice.. a dae before my actual.. seem like this two week is gonna be super packed..with all sort of event and my second trial of ippt.. oh man.. have not been jumping due to daily ports training at changi for the past 4 dae.. book in only on thurs and mugging for our progress test immediately.. guess wat study so much in the end.. is short ans qns.. whaha but also good ma.. mi brain too tired till cannot recalled much too during the test session.. think the result should be not bad.. ans most qns except for sum stupid mistake.. haiz.. thia week shall be my turn to be squad i/c.. stress.. gotta write journal while the rest having their good time in cafeteria.. got to take instruction and pass down, command the grp, report strength and etc.. beri beri busy ar... wat worst SPO will not be around no one to rely on liao.. hmm good luck to mi ba.. hehe

RandoM thots...

2007-06-03T07:20:00.000-07:00

Yelo.. has been trying to upload sum nice pics that i may wish for it for bdae just in case sum of my peeps have been scratching their heads over wat to buy.. sadly this bdae.. though is a 21st but mi will still be confined in training for that period.. perhpas kinda unique too ba.. so no big celebration like chalet of such.. but perhaps small mini dinner gatherings ba.. whaha.. wat i hope to get ar.. whaha hopefully the one which i been eyeing on.. N73.. which daddy and bro have promised to get it for mi whaha.. got a pendant from SK jewerllery this evening at IMM while shopping with mum.. whaha.. white and gold plated.. kinda consider as a bdae gift ba.. tat wat mum says.. whaha... den my squad mates were like asking wat i wan.. whhaa.. i seem to wan so much things but can't think of much ani.. except for crumpler the one with two colours strips.. perferably black/purple or navy green ba.. like it really nice when wearing wif jeans.. has alwyas wanna to get it.. but sumhow din buy it lo.. whaha.. den next hmm.. guess will be the papillo florida kimono black series de ba.. cost around 90 bucks wor.. currently my orange brikenstock have been relying too much , turning blacker each day.. whaha.. lastly.. hopefully at the end of my training phrase.. would be confident to wear on a bikini swimwear from rip curl.. whaha so mabby peeps ur may wan to get it first .. whaha.. sounds so confident.. as if i dare to wear.. haha y not if i have tone up.. whaha.. shall dream towards it.. muhaha..

Nah.. actuali its the thoughts tat counts ba.. so peeps above are sum of my recommended ones lo.. watever ur gonna get for mi.. i still be happy.. whaha..

This coming week.. gonna have ports training at PLCC.. prison Link centre at changi... so dun need to book in and out.. whaha.. can enjoy homecook dinner everyday till thurs ba.. whaha after which will be my progress test on fri.. blessed mi okie.. tons to stuff to memorise and understand.. haiz.. hopefully i gotta have the mood to celebrate.. after it.. hmm.. as for the past few week.. we had lesson and physical training.. sadly i failed the first IPPT..actualli to be exact is passed but i din get silver.. Y?? becos of my stupid board jump.. haiz.. onli 166cm.. damn... the rest of the stations got gold and silver lol.. wasted.. esp my running it was gold lei.. hai.. nvm shall buck up for my 2nd ippt think is at late june.. haiz.. jiayou ba..

Hoping for a great week ahead!!

PSTS May Babies Celebration !!

2007-05-11T10:34:00.000-07:00

St. John Island Trip..

2007-05-11T10:03:00.001-07:00

NPSD 07 Chalet Picz..

2007-05-11T08:55:00.000-07:00

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Cohesion Bonding + Doreen Bdae Bash..

2007-05-05T06:52:00.000-07:00

Past Few Dayz..

2007-05-04T19:34:00.000-07:00

elo.. peeps.. guess it time to do sum updating before i gonna be away from the com next 5 days.. hmm.. this week have been rather tight but as well as enjoyable though i was selected to be part of the structured program during physiacal training session whereby gotta train under the trainers.. man.. i realli challenging to run 3, 4 km without stoping wor.. body aching all over now.. especially it been after two week since we had such conditioning.. whaha.. but still loves it aniway.. and sumbody did mention my running has improved.. whaha.. lets hope it be better when ippt dates draw near.. haha..

On thurs, had a cohesion team building at east coast park.. by right we supposed to be spilt into three team but weather isn't kind.. drizzle when we reach.. so plan changes to whu ever wanna cycl or run do it at our own time.. so mi being the naughty one decide to cycle but june din noe how to cycle so.. haha we took the two pillion de lo.. and drive her to bedok jetty and one round up along the stretch.. in btw were lots of screaming as i am so afraid to bang into my suad mates de.. cos it also my first time driving ppl man.. whaha.. most importantly is afraid of failing sia.. cos it be so MALU.. the day ended when we celebrated shanaz and Hanz bird day.. cake was great..nice.. from coffee bean.. it ended pretty late then i expected.. hance could not make it in time for the milk run launch.. haiz.. but shall get updates from yiling.. thanks ger.. hehe

yesterdae, we had a trip to st.john island.. ( pics will be up soon).. my first time there wor.. kinda peaceful.. but ur must be wondering wat had st. jon island gotta do with prison service right.. whaha.. cos there used to keep political detainee lo.. yep.. had a round of briefing and educational tour by our ASP goh KK.. whaha he is damn interesting chap.. so we are broght around the place and ahd our lunch at the hut.. after which took sum pics and rested before we embark on the next activites.. treasure hunt.. haha before we even make it to our first chk point, the map fly out of sham hands.. thus we could jus based on our wisdom to get the chk points right.. whaha.. three station are pretty fun.. and interesting though it would be better if we could rest more.. whaha.. and the day ended with mi, june and sam went over to bugis to get ourselves some pairs of earing and indulge ourself in ice-cream.. whaha.. yummy yummy!!

RanDom ThoughTs Of Mine...

2007-05-01T08:51:00.000-07:00

不知道什么时候
开始喜欢这里
每个夜里都会来这里看你
你长得这么美丽
叫我不能不看你
看不到你我就迷失了自己

有时候你很调皮
总是让我着急
一颗心总是为你跳不停
只要一闭上眼睛
总有千百万个你
你的影子装满我的脑海里
不能够不想你
也不能够忘记你
总是在梦里一直看到你
多想对你说句
我是真的爱你
对我的心不要再怀疑

好想牵你的手
走过风风雨雨
有什么困难我都陪着你
直到天长地久
直到天荒地老
爱的路上只有我和你

hmm.. how would it feel if "he" sing to u?? sweet isn't it??

Just watch 200 pounds beauty with my babes and dude.. pretty nice..

How is it to be in love again? Can anione enlighten mi??

Dun dare to think of anithing .. perhaps jus focus on my training and Kofu ba..

watever will be, will be...

(To be Continue)

Thurs, teambuilding after lunch at east coast followed by MILK RUN launch at tbsc..!!
Fri, educational trip to st john island!! kinda looking towards it..
Sat.. Homvisitation??
Sun Npsd study +badminton and Book In Day!!

More Picx from OBS!!

2007-04-14T09:27:00.000-07:00

pix from Obs..

2007-04-14T08:55:00.000-07:00

2007-04-08T04:17:00.000-07:00

EvenTfull WeeKz

2007-04-08T02:06:00.000-07:00

Woohoo.. being a while since i last updated my blog..cos guess wat i forgotten my own blog password.. oh man.. haha.. past few week been bust training at Hometeam academy.. it been three weeks le.. how fast.. coming mon-->09/4 tmr will be embarking for a challenging journey to OBS.. Outward Bound Singapore.. this time going in the status of a psts trainee to learn stuff that could apply back to the organization.. whaha.. think is my third time being there le.. how lucky.. from secondary den durring NP days went for adventure rope course den tmr my third visit.. for those whu have not went, it realli a good exposure that triggers ur mind and physical abilities all the time during the five day stay over there..still thinking if i have left anithing out while packing.. it just seem not enough to last mi for 5 days.. whahah.. think after all the packing and unpacking for trip and camps.. mi slowly become more experience le wahha..will surely double protect my self against all the unwanted pest.. esp MOSQUITO!! damn it..

whaha.. hmm as for my training, it still goes preety enjoyable though we do sweat a lot esp during tactical training.. man.. stand also can sweat lo.. hmm as for the ppl there, they are definitely lovable..funny and nice to talk & joke with.. guess wat, one of my trainer do look like the 5566 de sun xie zhi in his 30s lo.. though he loves to pass lots of sarcastic remarks.. whaha.. but he is definitely a nice chap.. yep.. den we are pulled into many communties by the senior officer.. dunno lucky or wat mi happen to be in ben's group.. guess wat, LOGISTIC.. oh man.. summore under tactial.. but i enjoy it though at time i may need to be early for lesson to carry stuff over but pretty fullfilling.. hmm can consider i m the lucky one too.. cos only got in 1 com.. heng ar.. got more time for other stuff like revision , bitching etc.. if not will be tied down by all mini mtg by the coms after dinner.. but now mi handling a proj for the chocz appreciation lo.. aliasing with my former class mates whu is the chocz supervisor.. whaha net working indeed.. now he become my business parnther.. whaha.. cos it was requested by our commandant to do an appreciation day in the middst of our training.. how cool.. and many many event to look forward to i guess..

Ohya, last sat was also home team open house for PSTS. Invited mum, dad and my godsis to make visit home team, letting the, to c our training ground, our bunk, spoke to our trainer, get a more thorough knowledge abot the training we going through, how all the bruises and aches came about--- haha.. (it pretty common though).. and during the Q & A session, my godsis raised her hand to ans the question neh.. so cute.. speaking softly into the mic.. and shewas given a yellow project umbrella and some other sounveirs.. after which we proceed to refrshment , the trainee acting as a guide to all the visitors.. some of my aquad mates even invite their wife and kids.. sum are new born baby.. how sweet to get a supportive wife in this cirtical 5 mths of their husband during training.. smehow i din regret joining this service in my early 20.. whaha yeah is early lo cos i only be turning 21 this june.. whaha..like the superstar slogan, it always best to start early.. ?? whaha.. and it ended off after we broght them to our mock up training village where we have all the cell dorm etc..

As for weekend, jus like the others of my squad mates, we are heavily in demand once book out.. esp, sat and sun.. as for npsd, realli very grateful for lay and yiling to take care of the ground and also many of my lovely comrades.. cic whu has been initating event to meet and bond.. upcoming will have so mani event.. like morning gongyo cum study mtg on the coming 15/4 and 20/4 npsd meet up and also mini freshi gathering and not forgetting our long waited.. npsd chalet.. wah wah.. and also the 29/04 youth friendship mtg.. at tsc.. super happening..month...!!!!

(watch out for lil pic taken during my training.. hehe)

PiPiBoM..

2007-03-06T05:30:00.000-08:00

Suddenly at a lose of wat to write..
to ZQ: though i dunno whu u r and i dun wish to know ur intentions of leaving the comment whether is it for good cause or bad.. i believe tis blog is only for my own reference and my close friend.. perhaps i should change this url for good too.. since "I and him" are not together ani more.. after all 2007 i am determined to make it a fresh departure to the path of overcoming and advancing.. working life is as great as today was treated to western baked rice and sapagetti.. mind u think can fight with the sam leong competition.. whaha.. had a buffet of fruit session as well as free flow of baked rice.. but stomach limited and morever on diet now so as to be able to improve my running timing? whaha

Recalling of the past weekend haha watch paris jet'aime if i din rmb wrongly.. first time i should sae i manage to keep my eyes open thru out the whole mid night movie.. HUILING u break record sia.. normally i am the first to KO among the luffers.. whaha.. after tat dialogue at mac.. mani mani stupid luffer that i think we kinda affected the pity guy soul sitting beside us.. suspecting tat he might be ditched as he was not carry anithing and sleeping alone in lucky plaza mac.. in clothes, jeans and slipper... if nuthing bad happen to him i dun think anione will wear such a weird combi out esp in orchard road? or mabbi since is mid night.. so wat if is orchard.. haha no ppl on road.. but well i just dun think tat so easi..

aniway i truly enjoy the company of the luffers waha watever name ur wanna finalise.. after all i m only the laughing members right? whaha.. paris not bad la.. at least it fit to the category of romance so still nt out of point whaha but Pursuit will be much better.. hoping to catch it before i start training sobx.. hehe...

I'm LovING IT..

2007-02-15T06:29:00.000-08:00

wooha.. hmm it been quite a mth since i last blog haha.. was pretty busy esp during weekday when after my duty gotta cum hm do do spring clean and some shopping now and then.. haha for the past one mth, work has been getting more and more interesting.. was given mani opportunities to interact with "them" , giving instructions, falling out my collegues on the same shift, handle diffcult visitors, exploring the procedure in carrying out workshop, procedures in handling various matters like compassionate leave , etc.. jus like todae was suddenly being called by the SC to report to conference room for board mtg.. oh man.. mind u, is not those small mtg lo.. all ASP and senior officer are to be present .. mostly are those high ranking de.. good exposure to sit in to listen and also discuss on sum issue that is pretty pressing.. haha mi also dunno y have the courage when it was my turn to see if i have and feedback.. i blar out wat ever i had observed so as to make improvment to it.. guess wat the Superintent sae.. he commented i have interesting ideas.. faint.. my heart almost stop for a momment.. supt is sumone who oversee everything in the institution.. so can also consider big boss ba.. whaha.. but all of hem are also a nice chap.. esp.. my dear collegues who we joke ard with, dealing with different tactic on different visitors whaha.. aldo get to watch a lil of mr bean while censoring...sum stuuff.. haha did two hopurs of ot too for the past two dae.. cos there is realli lots of piles of magazine waiting to be cleared.. mymy... haha must be we tok too much during normal hr.. haha but i dun mind the ot.. in fact is ask chief to give it to mi.. oppx.. haha.. siao hor.. but jus like the working enviroment there.. can't help.. maybe jus fated with PRIS ba.. haha had mani heart to heart dialogue with my senior.. halizah ar.. haha a mother of a son.. wah... definitely a strong women..though she may look small lo.. opps.. haha.. also lots of teasing with mi and one of our SC guys .. ha haha.. basically i been learning each and everydae i guess.. regarding to values, management.. and mani mani..

One of the incident that taught mi a lot is none other den facilitating the "moving on" workshop.. in the start, gotta register all the families members, den brief them the rules when they see their loves ones den bring them to out hall, there they will sit with their loved one to interact.. as for us, we needa to patrol to make sure they dun violate ani rules den we also sit in and learn from the counsellor interms of gfamily managemnet.. as if i not wrong did heard the counsellors once mention.. often we look at the flaws of others, but fails to look at the good in others.We are all worthy and have mani positive qualities. despite our mistake we are still worthy. theus is a workshop to reaffirm ourselves.. and ask ourselves how mani of us do comunicate with our families members when we have the time together to thank one another for her postive qualities.. as time goes by, ppl grown up, thus feeling are not reveal tat freeely hence the sense of loneliness and feeling not be appreciated cum in.. thus i have learn that is is always important to c the good in everyone out there before we start to reprimand the person.. try it.. it is definitely more effective.. whaha..

Recently also draft up a goal plan.. for the next three yrs.. whaha towards 2010.. from now till sep'07 i be undergoing My basic training course at HTA so afterwhich i will work for a yr.. meaning till sep 2008 as a full time officer.. den will apply to get subsidy to gain entry to take up part time physcology or correctional managment.. both of which is relevant to my field of work.. whaha.. summore can get subsidy and a degree.. hmm.. look attractive.. think it be more or less like tat ba.. so by then settle, hope 2010 i can start my part time uni le.. whaha.. though it be a lil tough but for the sake for my own career path it is definitely worth it as our department has also been encouraging us to continue study.. yeah.. so i m gonna be inline with tat whaha..

oh ya.. also past few week evening has also been jogging with ben.. near my house whaha.. one of my squad mate in coming march.. also my personal trainer la.. whaha.. tmr den goining wif bro to watch jus follow law.. got 1 buck discout.. cos civil servant ma.. and also getting him a pair of shoe haha.. cool.. gotta catch it tmr.. before i enjoy the coming new yr eve.. yeah...!!!

A MeanIngfuL poeM...=p

2007-01-14T07:06:00.000-08:00

*_* came across this small poems while reading Creative Life, jus wanna share wif all my dearest peeps out there,

A lifetime passes so quickly that
it seems like only a
fleeting momment
For that very reason,
Let's aim to make a single lifetime
the happiest flowering
of a purpose
accomplish with pride
by living each day cheerfully
positively,and without regret.

-Daisaku Ikeda-

1 week of residential training in HTA!!!!

2007-01-14T06:55:00.000-08:00

yoyo.. finally i m back after a week training in HTA.. Hometeam Academy.. haha.. yep.. was kinda a fresh start for mi this yr.. went in on the 8 jan.. everymorning gotta wake up at 6am.. where other might have been sound asleep den.. fall in to sing national anthem at the unity square, also known as parade square.. followed by tat will be usual 5BX.. den breakfast.. haha.. den gotta change to full uni for lesson.. mani mani lesson such as tools control, rehabiliation prog, keys control.. escort duties.. haha mani mani.. followed by a progress test on the last day on fri whereby we get to meet the senior of the current cohort tat are training.. how cool.. in between our rest time. to the next dae.. we gather with the guys for sum light chat as well as games.. pic will be up soon.. hehe.. hmm den it ends of the day with a Physical training session after we change to our PT attire.. haha how fullfilling.. imaging free sliming and toning prog.. summore get paid wor.. where to get such deals.. whaha.. kidding la

.. overall.. it kinda happening.. though will miss my own bed and my parents.. but.. is definitely rewarding after completing the course i guess.. though everything seem preety ok.. but my legs are not ok.. they got blister.. till now it still hurts a bit.. whaha.. as for tmr.. going for institutional visit.. went to have a haircut todae as well as getting new court shoe for myself..

ahah also before was at may house.. thanks for ya mum wonderful lunch.. missing the chicken wing though.... whaha thanks for taking up the role too.. lets struggle together hand in hand yea.. my beloved sister of kosenrufu...!! hehe

One More ShoT!!!!

2007-01-03T07:32:00.000-08:00

FaNgyeN faRewell GatheriNgz

2007-01-03T07:09:00.000-08:00

AttAchment In Tanah Merah Prison..

2006-12-29T07:48:00.000-08:00

heyhey.. yeah attachment is getting kinda exciting... for the past two dae being exposed and lerning of lotsa stuff..

ohya.. got my hair cut at kimage.. cheap cheap!! cos got 20 dollars discount voucher.. haha.. only pay 10 plus ++.. kinda love my new hair style.. oppz..yi fen qian, yi fen hou..

let see.. next week will be postown to queenstown remand.. shoten zenji is definitely watching over me for queenstown is realli much nearer form my house though i would not mind the diff for all of them are different in their unique ways.. eager to learn even more from there.. yeah.. jus like wat jin haw always sae.. alwyas be a spoonge wherever u go..how tru...

this week gonna be a great week for it new yr!! got the privilege to enjoy jus like public setor.. meeting up with friends and nt forgetting the iic retreat on sat after my half dae of wor.k yeah think mabel must have been chanting hard for mi to make it.. haha ur prayer are answere!! i definitely be there after my shift end 12.30 yea.. haha

the next working dae will be on wed.. by den gotta report to queenstown le.. yeah.. work all the way till fri i guess den week end off, meeting my pfssg kaki.. haha my dear ex collegues..for gay's bdae den off i be booking in on 8jan for a 1 week orientation course.. at Hometeam.. how cool to get to know at the least sum of my squad mates whome we gonna spend tears and sweat.. yep.. wil be from 8jan till 16jan.. den back to my attachment again...

everyday is jus a new surprise, a new begining!!

mErRy XmAs!!

2006-12-25T08:10:00.000-08:00

heyhey.. has been a long while since i last blog.. guess has been pretty hogged by mani mani stuff on hands.. kenshu, 4 div.. bla bla.. but all of the experience is definitely fulfilling.. yepz.. ha.. to all peeps whu have been supportive readers.. A HappY haPPY.. christmas to ya!!

this week marks the start of my new career?? haha yep only if i completed my two month attachment in changi women prison as a trainnee and preocee to a 5 months residental training.. passing the ippt in silver.. only den i cpuld be a full flagged officer.. haha how exciting... (think needs lots of daimoku to pass thru all this.. for this.. faith shall be strengthed.. hehe.. also kept thinking and worrying abt brgruding activites due to working timing as sum dae i may required to work on weekend though is attachment but nonthless hope i could do wat ever i can during my spare time.. haha.. yep this shall be my resoultion for the yr.. BE strong! Advance Joyously! Unite NRPSD! Showing actual proof in my work!...

Kinda touched when mani mani sms was received before the eve of christmas as well on xmas dae itself.. haha shows that at one corner, i m still remembered by mani of my peeps? haha..perhaps it may be jus a mass msg.. but feel really warmed to receive greetoing from all over singapore yeah.. haha am i too gan xing? wat ever it is.. shall tell ya whu are the lovely pals.. whose msg fly over the horizon to reach mi.. hehe..

they are:

Gim Kiat: MerrY Christmas to U!

Sally aka my chapter chief: This Xmas Tree jus for u, It brings with it hope, joy ,love and peace..
merry xmas!!

29th evelyn: well, it christmas again! MERRY CHRISTMAS! may joy fill u ..*..*(",)...*..*

pfssg Huijia: hohoho! whishing you a berry merry xmas filled with fun and laughter,and a great
yr ahead!

Venezia Padma: Happy Merry Christmas Enjoy your day to the fullest God bless.

nrpsd Sharlene: + ,*, + *
* .,.*@
,. ,
..@_;%:,
,_:;#;:;@:&_,
hOhOhO!
lovE +
hope+
Joy=
ingredients 4 GreaT bLeSSingS! JUs 4 U! MerrY xMas!

sophia aka venezia supervisor: Merry xmas to ya!

pfssg anthony: Today is christmas Be merry, be happy! HAVE A WONDERFUL CHRITMAS
AND NEW YR!

peiYoke: Yoz.. merry x'mas! may this coming new yrear be a blessed one and filled with joy
peace and luck!take care and enjoy! stay cheers! ^o^

Liping: hi frenz... May this 2006 xmas brings us lotsa joy and laughter!!! Enjoy this special day
ya.
Doreen: Merry christmas to you! wish you have a beautiful and Meaningfull christmas with your
friends and family.

pfssg bryce: hey jingle bells jingle bells!Christmas is ard the corner wishing you a merry
christmas! Blessing to you and your loved ones!

William: merry christmas to you! wishing you a joyous yer ahead!

HuIpIng: Merry christams ! Enjoy the last of 06!!

Layleng: Merry chrstmas!!

29th vincent: happy christams to u!

pfssg aiping: christmas is near and its coming . be Merry , be happy HAVE A WONDERFUL
CHRISTMAS AND NEW YEAR!

Pri ScH wendy:+ ,*, + *
* .,.*@
,. ,
..@_;%:,
,_:;#;:;@:&_,
hOhOhO!
lovE +
hope+
Joy=
ingredients 4 GreaT bLeSSingS! JUs 4 U! MerrY xMas!

song heng: Greeting in chinese...

Dennis (gd frend of youth camp) : how r u? happy xmas hoilday and happy new year to u! may
you filled with life force, courage and wisdom to face the
challenges in 2007.

30th Dora: This is theseason to be jolly! fa la la la.. Wishing u a merry merry christmas:-D My
christmas wish is to see everyone i know to be happy!!! thats's u!

Nrpsd terry: may i stay inside ur inbox for a while... (tBC)

Sd MaYaNN: Heya. decided to be very kiasu! meRRy XmAS . Let This xmas be a 1 way tix to a even more joyful new yrear! live simply.love generous.care deeply.speak kindly!

WeiYi (teck ghee chap): greeting in chinese too.. unable to display..

Nrpsd jaymi: hey hello... just in case of the jam. haha. wish ya an advance merry christmas and happy new year..=) take care always

29th Sisi: In chinese too...

jackson (brass band): Same as weiyi...

sd shilei: dear frens whishing u a merry merry christmas and a time of joyand love with all your loved ones ! haf a wonderful time :)

christine OCBC: Whishing u a advance before the line jam tonighte!
*snore*
*snore*
*snore*
(>". ."<)
( (oo) ))
merry pigmas! =)

29th serene : early wishes for U hope u have a merry christmas enjoy urself and have fun wishing u have a grest 2007 ahead, may it be bless wonderful and exciting year.

nrpsd shanice : Christmas is near and it's coming.. be happy have a wonderful christmas and nice hoilday

vice chief mabel: snowman for you on this coming season hoping it'll be merry and HAPPY SEASON . A WONDERFUL CHRISTMAS TO U!

huixian.. : in chinese....

iic john: in chinese too

pfssg jolene.. : Chinese xmas greeting

29th sharon: merry xmas.. on msn and wishes in that lovely xmas card.. thanks pals..

chaifong: ha.. on my tag board??

Yeap.. talking abt the xmas card..
yeah the 29th councils had our last steamboat gathering... to exchange our xmas gift.. guess wat i gotten sharon de.. haha how qiao... cos already knew wat she buying.. but aniway.. though it was nt a surprise but.. it's definitely a lovely and warmth gift... haha hugging it now.. oppz.. haha.. definitely and enjoyable and memorable time spent...at Xiao yang er, The mongolia steamboat!!.. will up load pics once received.. haha...

What is the purpose of life?

2006-12-05T07:14:00.000-08:00

"One of the greatest shortcoming of modern society is the lack of a sense of purpose. What do human beings live for - or rather, what do we live for? For example, in our daily lives, if we know our destination, we can go and ask for directions at the nearest police box. But if we don't know the name of our direction and ask the police officer, "Where should I go?" we'll be laughed at. Therefore, in the journey of life, it is strange and incomprehensible that people are living without purpose. It is here indeed that we find the root cause of the confusion and malaise confounding society." -- Josei Toda, Soka Gakkai 2nd president

How true.

How many of us actually have a direction in life?

One with a deep sense of purpose.

One which we clearly know where we want to go or what we want to do.

Think about it.

What you're studying now, is it what you want to do in the future?

If not, then why are you still studying/taking up the course?

Because you don't know what you want to do?

Because you don't know where to go?

Because you want to enjoy life?

If you're doing so,Aren't you wasting time?

Aren't you wasting money, espically your parents'?

Think about it.(",)

(gotten it frm a friend blog.. sumthing to ponder...in the midst of our busy life)

sPeEcHlEsS..

2006-11-20T07:28:00.000-08:00

Looking back of all my post , most of it are happy ones.. but guess this entry gonna be a breakthru.. i feel real shitty now.. after reading thing that i should not have read.. have i not done enough? have we committed and thing wrong to face such strong persection and obligation to u? i jus could not understand when someone is trying hard to transform another one's life yet the person is not giving herself chance.. times and time nice words have been said.. perhaps u may say i have changed but.. dun human grow.. perhaps i have grown to be firmer but looking at the stat right now do i have a choice.. ? i am utterly sad.. lost speechless..hai.. wat must i do to make ya awaken to ya mission in life.. escaping from prob isn't the only sloution .. u may find it tough now but.. when u get older, step in to societ.. the harshness u faced outside is even much worse then this.. hai.. believe it or not.. it relly depens on ya.. shit.. why am i saying all this.. well i m lost sum how.. jus wanna cry..and let all my tears flow.. times and time ppl lie.. giving u empty promises.. trying to be strong is sumthing we ought to do.. but is really not easy when tones and tons u been receiving rejections..i need a break.. to breathe as much ..

guess my time in troubling all this issue will nt be long.. once medical check up is done.. off i going for basic trainer course off will only be out on sat and sun..well well.. think gotten end here.. have sob enough le..

tmr going back nP to meet sum members and cic.. the world will continues to rotate.. watever.. yesh.. i must get up on the 8th.. huiling jiayou!!

Sensei Daily prayers....

2006-11-19T01:08:00.000-08:00

just back from iic kenshu prep.. had recee as well as dialogues.. but one of the special gift we receive was knowing wat sensei daily prayer.. to many of those who may nt be aware whu this sensei i m talking about,, he is none other then our Soka Gakkai International third president. alos known as our mentor in life.. it jus kinda bring mi closer to sensei as i read thru all his prayer.. below is his daily prayer that i shall shared wif all my supportive readers..

1) Today shall devote my life to Kosen-Rufu
2) No Matter Whatever happens, always be calm and strong and strong to face it.
3) People whome I see must be healthy, happy and thru dialogue gives hope to others
4) People whome i meet must portray the strength of ourselves
5) Always be opptimistic and democratic.
6) Try my best to act, showing the best actual proof.
7) Ability to treat the success of others as our own and be happy
8) Not to begrudge of previous mistakes but advance to the future.
9) No time to reciproate others, wholeheartedly advance forward.
10) Not to fear but be strong and not showing temper to anything matters but be patient.
11) Treat obstacles as an oppournity,showing great actual proof, increase our conviction each
day.

the above prayer are all in chinese.. straightforward and strict.. and of cos he is also praying ahrd for the happiness of all the members as well as the BOE of the world.. can't happy but feel the closness of sensei.. once again.. yes..!! youth shall nv scuumb to defeat.. the more we suffer and polish ourselves now, the more we will gain in future.. Gambatte!!

"Kosen-rufu is a struggle against devilish forces.It's a struggle tat cannot be won with half hearted determination" -sensei

WaT KInD of Personality R U?

2006-10-29T06:44:00.000-08:00

What type of personality do you have?

Here is the analysis:
Bright and Cheerful!

You are always cheerful and charming. You never get too serious with people when they're around, but when you are alone, you think carefully about what they have said. That's because you don't want anyone to see you being too somber. Your personality means you have a lot of friends and you are often the center of attention. Many people who fall into this category become artists and movie stars, perhaps fame could be yours in the future as well.

http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test79.aspx

oOh.. bright and cheerfull.. haha.. *bluSh*.. peeps do give it a try at the above link..n see 4 yaself wat u r.. haha

Nourishment of Dynamic Strides

2006-10-29T06:28:00.000-08:00

"What is the key to attaining victory? First and formost, it is prayer. Kosen-rufu is a struggle between the Buddha and the devilish forces.Only prayer,only the sharp sword of the Mystic Law can defeat the negative functions of life. The more complicated and challenging our circumstances are,the more crucial it is to make prayer our starting point.We must be firmly resolved to do so"-Ikeda Sensei vol 18 chapter 4 (28-32) ssa times plus

Back from YoutH CamP!!!

2006-10-15T01:31:00.000-07:00

It had been such a trememdous, meaningful weekeend.. for the past three days we had our first youth camp in 2006 at changi MOE camp.. definitely a camp that not only we drill ourselves deep into our mission as diciple as the latter dae of the law but we also had teambuilding and obstacles courses to enrich the depth of the whole youth camp...personally i do feel revitalises esp after watching our mentor ikeda sensei video at the 53rd HQ leaders mtg back in japan with our dear mr ond and overseas leader whome had all gather in japan to commemorate tis significance day. you could feel the strong determination of sensei focusing on the youth as well as drilling us ddep in this mentor and disciple spirit.. on top of that, we had faith training by sandra our vice GD and also asst wd chapter leader both of our pionneers ywd, sharing wif us their experience back den when they are in ywds, how they fought hard for kofu.. without their ernest struggles , ywd would not have ggrown tat much.. deeply grateful for all their efforts.. den we also had a Q and A session whereby it also covers marriage.. one guidence i strictly remember is that having good fortune does not mean having good marriage.. marriage still depends on fate and the karmic bonds we have wif the person.. it also covers about friends for life , comrades for eternity.. wherby bothh of them share wif us ther personal life journey.. it was truly and eye and ear opener... but before that, we had campfire... and this time round the hightlight is also our senior youth leader actually perform for us combining of three song in medley formm.. how creative.. it was absolutley a night to be remembered always..

however there's a time for fun there is also a time for serious work.. had dialogue with GD ong after morning gongyo and he also further shared wif us the M &D spirit .. it is truly important because w/o the M & D spirit the flame of kofu will dies easily however with strong conviction in comrades as well as deep link with sensei only den will kofu be secure.. mr ong is pretty strict when he also share some plans for ssa in terms of expansion the membership in ssa.. and he also mention tat next yr 2007 is also a yr that we should nv think of lying back resting but full force each and every one of us to exert as much as we can to bring others to happiness..

"FRIENDS FOR LIFE, COMRADES FOR ETERNITY"

2006-08-20T08:44:00.000-07:00

NDP 2006

sEe the HugE differenT in Ht?

Mi and Big Bro...

Mi and Lil bro.. 'teko' of our family

Li Sheng Jie Concet backdrop

Handsome neh.. singing from the heart..

billy brother??

my dad, da peh, er peh (M, B,NF)

the deco i prepared...

mi and mum..

the heartwarming attendance...

feast time....

this is urs tat is mine...

my beautiful wds...

saw the men in yellow? my MD zone ldr when i was 1,2yrs old

NdP 2006+Li shengJie concert+ 39th SSA family day

2006-08-20T07:30:00.000-07:00

NDP2006
heyyo..yeah here i am updating all at one go.. rmb.. i mention in my previous post , mani major event has been happening within the past two months?
KK... i go one by one yeah.. haha month of august is kinda imprtant esp for all ssa member as well as families that has man in the house yeah.. haha know wat i m toking abt haha of cos is our annual national dae that ssa will never fails to participate each yr.. yep this yr mi bro and big bro had the good forune to participate. oh man.. jus goota pray for all their safety and success.. though i would hope to be in there as part of the participant.. but well.. this yr is MeN yr.. k lo.. so mi and mum momo de zhi qi them till the end of the show.. we met them up for sat dinner after each of their training as well as their two shows..haha had the privelege to watch two times of ndp.. haha.. envious? nah.. dun yeah leave mi ya contact and i bet u be the participant the next yr of 42th ndp.. haha.. kk.. the first was the saf family dae a dae of National dae for all families member whu had their members participating be it performing back stage, choir, etc.. and also another one which i went for the preview.. haha yep 29th july.. fireworkd booming everywhere.. that was also the dae ywd gathering was held in the noon.. haha so went back to bath and out with mum, squeexing in to the red trains where by u see mani patrotic singaporean.. wearing either red or white.. how beautiful and touched.. i felt that time.. esp when u sat on the audience seat all u could see is machiam like the whole pic make up of mini singapore flats.. haha.. can't help but feel extremely proud to be a singaporean...

shall not elaborate as pic will do the job.. haha.. enjoy..overall IT was a great success !!! absolute victory!!

LI Sheng Jie ConCerT
WooHa.. yep the dae before was pretty fortunate to be invited by dearest sharmain for a lisheng jie concert @babyface opp fullerton, was at second level the chill pub area.. withness his mi ren de guang cai.. omg.. he is relali "pan Nou liang ren".. actual look much younger and sum of his feature do resemble 972.fm de billy.. aunti killer.. opps think li sheng jie is more of like shao nui killer... esp when u see the way he sang and most of his song are written by himself in his lates album , guan yu ni de ge... one of his song do strikes mi esp the lyric .. super meaningful and direct.. wonder wat it is, is non other den jui jing.. a sad love break up song ba.. haha.. as usual the gang of panasonic was there to chill and had our "dinner" after the concert.. ate at the streets beside DXO.. sounds familiar?.. their xia mee nice nice wor.. haha..long queue..

our gang ar got , mi, sharmane, xingyeow,jolene,aiping,leo and oNg.. wasted spider was not wif us.. haha.. aniway.. he busy man la.. haha.. yep.. had a good time toking abt panasonic.. haha.. but panasonic is gonna be quieter again.. esp bryce, and aiping leaving soon spider also i think.. haiz.. tian xia mei you bu shan de yen xi but y is it so fast... will definitely miss all of ur de lo..

den made our way back after a bottle of laughter.. most of us took 960 except for aiping and ong took train.. den funni.. 960 bring all of us to the stop after PIE near Highway den was intending to send them off before mi leaving for lrt den jol suggested she wanna take cab.. so all of us hop up the cab , leaving shar and xingyeo waiting for 190.. haha.. din expected to have a free ride.. aniway.. thanks babe yeah.. as she going woodland , leo going yewtee mi fajar.. three diff direction.. haha.. but as i m nearer i drop first lo.. den came back was not able to slp , went online and only to see aiping and leo online chatted wif him till 3 .. haha.. my eyes soon gave way.. yep.. gd nite to Msn...

39th ssa family day

wooha.. toking abt this major event, mi can't help but felt relieved now.. yesh.. its finally over and open up a new chapter for the growth of our district.. we hit 77 attendance in all.. how wonderfull... truly amazed with the pureness of wd.. got 1wd actually brought14 members.. wah.. we as youth full of vibrance also find it hard sumtime to invite 1 or 2.. she 14 leh... power!!

den was also concluded by lucky draw as well as our potluck session.. none of the food was wasted all finished with an hour.. how powerful... haha.. yep.. xinyi was there to support my family dae too.. haha.. thank to her too.. though invited her as a guest yet she machiam my left hand helper.. help mi do deco, arrange the food as well as letting mi her house printer to print my stuff.. haha i own todae success to ya men..

Teoh xinyi.. heard that.. haha.. yep.. cultural was good too.. uncle does square disco.. accompanied by chinese song as well as line dancing by our wds.. not to forget a powerful testimmonial by our ywds too.. and the ever bursting SSA video that has wang jian fu , jiu jian , zhu yong qing inside.. haha.. truly , everyone are happy.. as they left the place..all the struggles this few week are definitely worthwhile.. esp met shumin mum.. haha din noe that her mum is actualli one of our wd sisters haha how small the world is....
yep.. pic will do the job ba.. enjoy viewing..

2006-08-20T07:25:00.000-07:00

solving Final products in process...

Cheers.. we have completed.. flashing their beautiful smiles

EeLyn Grp.. mission completed...!!

feast Time Strike.. happily enjoying food!!

Our "demure" ywds? oppz..

Rowe our da ji + eelyn= gift ceremony.. @@ at it is japan beads wor

Rowi+sharon= gift presentation also beads from japan wor.. drools

NrPsd YwdsGraduationZ GatherinGz

2006-08-20T06:40:00.000-07:00

hey.. have all of ya neck become long.. its been a long time since i updated heh.. haha.. k la.. not dun wanna update but ya know, feeling not there ar.. haha.. i meanknowing that there be more updates as months go by esp.. till todae.. wooha.. so mani major event has jus been over.. not to forget the rest of the step we needa walk down yeah.. youth is short.. wat contribut to a meaningful life is non other den exerting oneself whole heartedly for others happiness be it, SSA activites, family, friends, work, school.. as the saying goes zhu ren wei kuai le zhi ben.. and also not forgetting the mentor and disciple spirit, to read and applied sensei fighting spirit in all our daily life.. haha yeap as the title suggested, we had our ywd graduation at botanic garden.. was late to receive my gers.. so sorry ar.. not able to walk fast carry all ya delicious pizza bread wor.. haha.yep.. we had a pretty succesful turn out.. as the obj is nonother then to graduate our precious two babes that been thru wif all of us.. esp my batch as we were same batch of freshi.. haha.. still rmb.. the big fours which william always remb us as the dao kia.. esp our dear eelynn.. haha den we had genevive, sharon and lastly mi..

Mi and eelynn= sec sch accquatenices on mrt platform to friend in sec sch to ssa friend to nrp members under same cic, da huiling den to comrades fighting for our member happiness... and the list definitely goes long....

Mi and sharon=know her in sec dae when i wasin kotekitai, she fife ger i percussion, den to NP to tas, nrpsd member, to comrades struggling for our members growth to seeing her step from each of her diff phrase in life... u go far ger!

Mi and gen= hmm same as sharon , thru kot, to nrpsd.. the only sad thing is she didi not have a chance to strive in nrpsd due to her commitments as well as her leadership in Kot.. haha truly happy for her ..missing her now.. will she still rmb mi while she is over in aust? witness her diff bf each time.. opps dun get mi wrong not tat she changed mani bf but happen when she change i always get to c it.. fated to be the first informer? i guess so.. haha
GAKKAI FRIENDS WILL ALWAYS BE LIFELONG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

oppz i been drifing too far from topic.. hmm overall the ywdas outing was pretty good la exep for sum hiccup and there.. but to all my cic out there reading.. haha actualli all tat hiccup is a learning platform for ur hor.. iic is also human and we do make mistakes sumtimes.. so hopefully ur still enjoy wat we prepared for all of ur.. esp.. the food kay.. lots of sweat wan hor.. salty or tasty? haha.. k la.. jus update the details with more picz yeah.. stay tune...

HsBC tree top walk pIX

2006-07-23T04:27:00.000-07:00

e FoUr of US!!

woo.. tat pretty high..supporting lay , walking behing her back.. haha

Nice, creative layout, growth of the leaves on the tree issn't.. it?

Nv ending stairs....

Terapins.. more and more terapins...

ChamelOns.. cawling.... haha

HSBC TrEE TOp WaLk...

2006-07-17T08:15:00.001-07:00

Hey babe.. think it been ages since i last updated... haha .. too busy le.. seldom had time to hog on com.. yep.. past two days have been once aagain fullfilling for mi, haha went botanice garden followed by ywd commerative mtg, sun morning went for jaymi,sch proj de tree top walk trip.. the trip is self is definitely memorable.. it rains as we were kinda near to the start of tthe tree top walk.. so we all squim into that lil shelter nearby.. one Uncle advised us to turn back since it rains pretty heavily and kinda dancgerours might nor have have chance to go up as well even if reach.. haha.. but non the less it did not dampends the gers and guy mood.yep.. so we carried on after the rain gets better.. haha gues sit do add a lil spice to that boring trail which we always tots as puddles of water are everywhere.. haha mi and layleng.. share a small pink umbralla.. how sweet.. oppz.. yep.. den made it for the walk took sum pictures.. and as we end the trail, mi and layleng due to shortage to time, decided to take a different route from thiers though there was closure at a point of the path.. but we headed on.. and as we walked.. felt that the surrounding was not right leh.. but haha.. nothing could made us fear, we try to calm down.. and also "Ku Zhong Cuo Le"..

opps.. crack numerous stupid stuff and even trespass the golf area.. how daring we are, oppz.. that was not supposed to be done as stated... ANY TRESPASSER WILL BE PROSECUTED..haha.. but hack la.. we already sorta go one big round le.. so as liong as we see ars we headed for it.. haha.. ended up we still made it in time.. before 1.30.. yeah.. den met this angmon , a realli friendly and kind-hearted man who offered us a ride to the main road.. but how nice we are dun wanna dirty his car so decided to reject his offer.. as most of the cars along the path we walk mostly are BMWs, Mers lo..golfers ma.. haha.. den AS we walk to the left, as we walk to the right, as we walk, as we walk, as we walk all night..lalalalla.. den bid goodbye to lay as i made my way to AMK for friendship mtg.. haha.. wat An eventful DaE....

*stAY tuNe FOr PiCz*....

Bdae celebration in Panasonic!!

2006-06-26T09:08:00.000-07:00

3rd 20th Bdae cake!!! beautiful design!!!

hehe.. haven overcoem the surprised i gotten form my wonderful babes..

Yeah..

let's clap together.. haha.. :) ooOo 2 big candle,,, 20 le..

Bdae cake and pressie!! Big surprised!!

Our mei Nu and Mi... Nice becklaces and candle holder!!

Birthdae Gift with beautiful babes and Hunks...

Say cheese!!!! PaNa_ FamilY unite!!!

ALL in All, MY 20Th bdae Gift!!!! +layLeng N.Y.D.C treat and..dear..etc..

MILK RUN!!!!

2006-06-26T08:17:00.000-07:00

INFORMATION FOR SCHOOLS

THE EVENT IN A DASH

Since 2001, the MILK Run has been a National Youth Day Event
that brings together disadvantaged & mainstream youths in a
celebration of promise & vitality. Youths regardless of their
background can feel that they belong, are valued, cared for &
can contribute.

Why the MILK Run
· To raise funds for anti-delinquency programmes for children and youths from disadvantaged families.
· To celebrate youth day by bringing together young people from diverse backgrounds in the spirit of friendship, co-operation and unity.
· To involve the community in the anti-delinquency cause and promote understanding of youth issues.

How It Adds Up
Race day will be one big party for everyone. Whether you are a serious competitive runner, a fitness buff, a fun runner or a supporter, there is something for you. The celebration includes a 8km & 5km race, a community run, a youth parade & a bazaar. The run starts at Jiak Kim Street, and takes runners along the Singapore River.

When & Where
Sunday 2nd July, Zouk Carpark, Jiak Kim Street
The day kicks off at 1pm with a Bazaar & at the same time the stage will light up with performances by youth talents. At 2pm, a parade by young people clad in a myriad of colours & body art will officially mark the opening of the day‘s celebration. Races flag off from 3.00 pm. The event will be hosted by Kids Central host Mervyn Goh & WKRZ 91.3 radio deejay Greta Georges. The celebration stretches till 6.00 pm.

VITAL INFORMATION
- 10 000 strong crowd from schools, youth organisations, corporates, and community partners
- An urban run that covers a scenic route along the Singapore River
- Something for everyone- competitive races, community fun run, concert and bazaar
- $1m target amount to be raised

THE CONCERT & PARADE

The parade and Concert titled “ONE” are to provide an opportunity for youths to contribute towards the success of the Celebration by showcasing their talents, energy and leadership qualities. Students can present items they have choreographed on their own. As for the parade, volunteer choreographers and student leaders from tertiary institutions will choreograph the routine and hold rehearsals for performers.

Parade Items
Heartbeat of Youth consisting a contingent of 100 youth percussionists.

The MILK Jig : This is time for everyone on the event ground to jump into the action. 200 dance leaders will be placed at strategic positions on the event ground, leading the crowd to do the MILK Jig. ----- SD & FD!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Performers required: Dancers

The MILK Cheer : Bringing the event to its peak will be a stunt-cheerleading team consisting of Shuqun Primary School’s and Ngee Ann Poly’s Cheerleaders. They will perform the MILK Cheer. This will be a combined effort of cheerleading squads from all over Singapore coming together to perform a routine specially choreographed for this cheer.

Colours of Youth: Keeping the energy levels up will be a colourful group of 200 performers in coordinated costumes, balloons, and make-up, marching down to the event ground. This item will showcase the talents and zest of youths and children as they perform circus acts around the event ground as well as on stage. There will be balancing acts, juggling etc.
Performers required: Military Band, Jugglers, Stilt Walkers, Bag Pipers, Anime Characters
“ONE” Items
Rapping, breakdancing, Stunt biking, circus skills, dancing, acrobatics, singing, drumming, or any other talent that the youth can show off!

Hatch dae!!!

2006-06-25T04:22:00.000-07:00

yo.. oppz did i mention hatch dae? haha yeah todays marks a day older.. haha perhaps also a yr wiser neh.. haha.. yeap yeap.. work as been pretty fun as usual.. love the accompany of my collegues even though there are some loopholes in the working system that is pretty unbearable at times.. hahaa.. yeap yesterdae had a very wonderful bdae celebration.. dunno y but jus feel pretty high, lame yesterdae.. perhaps tat how u changed the enviroment when u changed yaself.. haha had steamboat with my usual..bade and dudes.. haha ur are certainily great accompany to be wif.. yeap.. was realli enjoyable.. ate lots of mussels and jin zheng gu.. whaha.. wonder if it is a vegiterian staemboator mixed haha as after the steamboat both of us dun feel full but we instead had one american cheese cake as well as a muffin when we reached PCC at changi..

haha great place to have dialogues.. we chatted thru the night.. it was super full of value yesterdae.. and this morning had breakfast wuth them before.. we left for home haha had pretty long session of chit chat till 10 plus plus.. cool.. den initally have tution at one but it was postphoned to either tmr of tue..haha so had a good time slping till just now.. oppz.. haha den guess wat got a shock when mum told mi tonight lets go M1 shop.. as they be getting mi a phone which i casually mention the other time.. whaha.. thanks daddy and mummy!! hehe.. din manage to meet up dear as he had sum family dinner to attend to and mi would be pretty rush as gotta rush back hm to buy phone so we postphone the celebration till tue lo..

haha tat's when he mention he be more able to have great meals as he pays is coming in.. whaha.. actualli doesn't really matter but must be understanding lo.. dun wanna make him rush here and there so haha tue ba.. hehe.. yeap.. below are sum pic taken on my birthdae but there will be more after tonight.. too.. another 1 more celebration to go haha... kk.. aims to read at least a chap a day... whaha.. as for youthful diary.. both are really great book which i longed wanted for... jus so sweet for them, trying very hard to bluff mi but mi pretty smart yesterdae.. lo whaha.. oppz... nah la.. a yr wiser ma.. yep.. kk gtg... update again!!!

2006-06-25T04:21:00.000-07:00

My beloved birthday pressie!! WND!!! Thanks babes!!! *touched*

oo.. GSS.. !! look how big the plastic bag is oppz...

pls look here.. od i gonna squeeze ya month... haha taken at Changi Airport!!

2 WeeKs for updates...

2006-06-09T09:05:00.000-07:00

Yoyo.. haha suddenly mind blank when i was abt to pen down my daily life for the past two weeks.. :) think if were to pen down one by one will take mi days to complete.. yup.. shall mention those significant ones ma.. perhaps sum that highlighted my past 14 daes.. yup.. got sick for a few days , having bowels problems.. haha guess ur must be lol now haha.. come to think for it hey, it been a while since my body took a rest.. yep.. got a lot of concerns from all my friends , colleagues and mani mani more.. haha thanks lot.. esp it got worse, resulting to sore throat though having sum symptoms of sore throat on fri morning on my journey to workplace, both jolene and mi were kinda having sum throat problem but we had decided to sing that night as it was also a farewell for anthony.. how to think of it.. haha i miss his presence in the department forever full of luaghter as he will be our joke of the dae sum time and he has alwyas been helping mi alot which i admit in terms of completing certain task, coping against Mr A..dRe. haha.the times when he patiently taught mi how to fold flowers and girly tuff though i was grasping wat he was trying to teach mi.. think mi really can't make it in handicrafts haha.. yep a rather sweet guy i would say.. is younger den mi by one yr yet his thinking machiam one yr older esp his built.. haha.. yep..

K-ing was great definitely esp with mr XINgyeo.. the beyond comes alive in panasonic.. could really say that his voice realli do sound like beyong esp the way u sing him sing.. whaha.. shifu.. sumday must teach mi some tactis of ur yeah.. had a great time screaming and absolutly indulging the the companys of sharmain, jolene,xingyeow..didn't felt much pain in the throat at that time.. think it was when i reach hm, could feel my body is kinda warm and throat started t get dry.. :(

Den past few days has been going up R and D to search for drawings needed to set up the drawings control system.. get to noe another NP studendent also in bussiness sch de haha.. but she leaving soon too sob.. haha.. but well enjoyed my stay there though is kinda tough searching for drawings at time.. haha it was also in that day i managed to strike a really deep dialogue with xingyeow , share with him lots of testimonials.. haha guess it all jus come naturally when we talk abt the topic on enemies i think haha.. a really enjoyable dialogue session in the midest of working.. oppx.. but still must continue to chant for those confirmed gers and guys to be able to make it for the concert and it must leave an impact on them... yeah!!

Met dear yesterdae together with layleng and her dearest victor.. haha to have dinner as well as dialoguekai.. haha.. yep finally get to see him ever since our last meet up.. haha.. pretty enjoyable and fruitful though as usual he still loves to disturb mi haha.. yep he gave mi a good bye kiss yesterdae..oOoO... nuthing but shocked and felt sweet from deep within.. haha... oppx.... ;)

Coming next it's my ice-skating session todae after work.. haha as usual our "SI TANG" went to JE for dinner taking company transport as well as fulfilling annie dream to join her to skate as it has been ages she last skated , so am i.. haha met sum ngeen annsian there met darryl, used to be member of tas , as well as a course mates.. , my sec sch friends.. haha.. the world is jus so small.. and they definitely skate better den mi.. whaha but was a rather good warm up for the first 1 and half hrs, followed by helping jolene to balance and skate as it was her first time.. haha it jus reminded mi back in my sec sch time when i used to skate with my vball players.. hehe.. good old memories... leg alil strained now.. haha.. workiNG life is defintely so much diff in studying but having great collegues defintely spice It UP.. to end of, i once remebered this:

"Our perceptions on things and ppl affects the quality of our lives. To lead a quality life is the ability to overcome ani obstacles that runs thru him as well as at the same time, polishing his onself to help another person".

I am Proud Of YOU...

2006-05-21T06:42:00.000-07:00

haha.. must be wondering who make mi feel proud yea.. haha is all none other then all my wonderful ywds cic as well as members whu took the effort to plan, excute, suffers all the stressed and late night as well as members whu attend yesterdae NRPSD mtg in the midest of their busy schedule .. to start it off i guess through this institution mtg, learn alot, seen alot, felt alot, think alot..of cos we must continue to keep this going as it shall be the first spark esp yesterdae where i get to see more new faces... was really a mtg that i enjoyed struggle in and challenge in. haha to recalled, it was rather to impatient of mi i guess at first was rather strict to my ymds wonder if they feels tat esp yiheng.. hai he must have suffer lot esp during the rehearsal.. hope ya dun treat it as harsh remark but sumthing encouragiing to revitalise yaself.. it was beacause as wat our second president

Toda sensei said:" Nothing is worse than failing to participate in a struggle. If you don't have the spirit to participate even if you have to crawl there on your hands and knees to do so, then you are not truly following the path of a disciple!" Ikeda Sensei said Toda sensei declared that we could not consider ourselves genuine disciples if we didn't rush to join in a struggle at a crucial moment, no matter what our circumstances.

Hence i hope that it did not scare ya off but rather i hope we all can really work closely hand in hand at this moment and scored trememdous victories in our lives when we look back. Nv despair for we are always with ya i mean sumtime i feel that an institution will nv advance without each and everyone's of our effort, commitment and trust, unity among oursleves hehe paiseh wonder if he reads my post. haha aniway, really learn alot through putting up the skit as well as overseeing the whole event, managed to breakthrough sum inner struggles through this wonderful session held on 20th May 06..

haha yeah.. like wat i said, we dun stop here yeah there be more happening stuff coming by moreover CALLING ALL YOUTHS OF SINGAPORE, SOKA ASSOCIATION STUDENT DIVISION will be holding a 2 day concert 17,18 june 05 at tampiness st 81 SSA HQ. There be be performance such as live bands, drums,music ensemble, muai tai , cheerleading leading and mani mani more for ya to check it out.. so interested peeps whu been consistent reading my entries.. wat ya waiting for jus hurry contact mi and get a ticket from mi as it is FOC.!!

haha.. mi machiam sound like sell "ko yoke".. haha aniway it is realli sumthing we cannot afford to miss.. so hurry yea.. yeps as for now.. still busy with work, workload machiam nv ending.. and my boss actually went china hoil.. so hopefully i dun get OT.. friends is great over there enjoying their great accompany haha.. alrright..

haha btw, went to have an hair cut today after our dialogue with shanice and Samantha and my tutioning session.. was a pretty fulfilling dae in the sense that morning gongyo with michael yap at senja with peilyn, sooshan,layleng den go down from break and dialogues den followed by coincidencely met shawnric at bp bus interchange haha den proceed to jurong point to meet my two ywds.. hmm thinking back was kinda warmed esp all ywds that i had been calling since i was a cic back then aiming to at least foster a leader for kosen rufu is realised to dae..esp also after passing them to xy and jay to look after.. is jus immense joy that no words could describe ba..

haha.. yep.. of cos cic role is definitely not sumthing easi that we take it lightly as the happiness of our members greatly depend on how we gonna guide them in terms of their struggles in other areas to bring them back to the prime point of faith and alwyas keep close updates abt their recent situation etc. it is definitely a special role which we must realli feel for the members we are serving.. everyon's of us in precious there fore SSA has this 10 humanistic rules for leaders to follow.. haha

1) Let us always treasure and serve our members well.
2) Lets us be courteous ,warm, cheerful to everyone we meet.
3)Lets us always be cheerful to warm the hearts of others.
4) Lets us refrain from loose talks or gossiping among ourselves.
5)Lets us base all our actions on compassion and wisdom.
6) Lets us promote harmonious unity of our members at all time.
7)Lets us promote harmonious unity of the members at all time.
8) let us never betray the trust and confidence of our members.
9) Lets us remember our human revolution is the basis for kosen-rufu.
10) Lets us remember our great benefit is to achieve our human revolution.

of cos this is somthing i would always try to remind myself to be like wise all us are we do have our weakness at times and none of us is perfect but as long as we believe we can, nuthing could shake our ichinen, y let the mind control us when we can control our mind? haha.. sound a lil chim tonight..perhaps jus sum thoughts to pen down ba.. haha alrighty gtg liao.. ending here.. tune in for my next post yeah.. will post the nrpsd Picx up!!

PFSSG MovIe + PiZzA...

2006-05-11T19:26:00.000-07:00

XiNg YeoW and ShaRmaIn. aka sHa Mei...Junior and seNior

The NgeE AnnZ UnItE!!! Ha.. VeeNa, Mi, Jolene!!

Heather.. deep in focus.. ha.. 8 lives on ya hands wor.. heheh..

SharMaine , Jolene, and Mi.. where is veeNa and Heather??

The Cuys caught in actions.. oppx.. whu's pizza is this???

Mass grP picz.. yeah.. That makes up 20 Percent of TemP staff In Panasonic!!

Bintan trip Pix

2006-05-08T08:19:00.000-07:00

our Lunch at HQ Pantry

reaching TNMR terminal at 9 plus..

My First Time FerrY tickeT !!!!

LOoK How beautifUl skY is.. and how abt the waves?

Powerful Waves.. left behind after each ounce of distance the ferriers cover..

can Ya make sum thoeries out of it?

Konichiwa.. welcome to our vip room.. this way pls...

ReVitalise YOuTHs.. my close family for thE two days!! (taken before alighting bintan).

their exhibition... u seen their effort?.. i do.... given their limited resources.. this is how splendid it is..

the ferrY which fetches us over... to bintian..!! PENQUIN TIOMAN

the firsT Oversea Kaikan which i step foot on.. here we are!!

he ger in white is the one whom acting touches us as she played the role of a jap lady

whose tears rolled as she speak in the play and meizhuang.. in yellow..

mayanN , Mi and ah fang.. (the baykuren who deserve a salute).

xingjie, ah ying, xiao tian, liling..

the youth centre which shelter us from cold and mosquito.

our last review before we left for hOme.. bintn chapters chiefs at the back..

Our dearest three mentor in life...

bleah .....Busy writting letters for GD..

We have a vision for tmr.. jus believe.

U and mi, will do our part, stand together heart to heart

we gonna show the world wat singapore sd will be, we can achieve , we can achieve

count on us, my dear comrades, lets do our best my comrades..( tune from spore national song)

BIntaN yOuTH ExcHange!!!

2006-05-05T11:56:00.000-07:00

Yox.. missed mi? yeah.. here i am to update all my fellow consistent reader of my entries.. haha.. hmm to realli start it i really dunno how.. but the trip all i can say is that i feel super recharge and revitalised once again.. i learn to look things at different angle.. and i was once again touched my fellow comrades working so hard at bintan as well as great thanks to all whu were together in this wonderful enlightening journey.. ur great care and concern is really wonderful thruout the short trip as well as some other daes when we are busy preparing for this exchange.. reallY cheers to all of ya.. loving, sunny Ywds of student divison.. haha..

haha waiting for the exciting momment.. yeah.. on sun as mentioned in previous post, 30th april, went to SSA HQ to do our morning gongya togetther with youth chief as well as the 10 ymds from gajokai group.. they been wonderful in taking care of our safety as well as making sure we have seats on the ferry.. thank u peeps... oh ya.. back to the topic, finished our morning gongyo, we had sum briefing and words form melvin as well as jinhaw.. u could see how happy they are.. haha.. jinhaw even brought sum prune for us on the ferry so that we wun feel sick travelling on the ferry.. so sweet of her.. haha.. yep and i was in charge of taking care of that bag of prune haha.. but no owrries i din eat up aoll ok.. manage to finished sum on the way bag.. hahah
so we made way out to board our bus.. on the bus, was happily singing gakai song.. very one was high spirited men... singing and talking non stop.. haha.. atmosphere was pretty cool..

finally after 20 of ride, reach TNMR ferry terminal.. yeah.. all of us is so hight spirited that we stated our candid photo session.. haha.. however after waited for half an hour.. melvin came back to inform us tat the ferrry have left us, we have missed the ferry!!.. heard that? oh my.. my jaw drop immediately.. haha.. but he end up giving us a surprise tat we still have the 2pm ferry which is the earliest after then ten.. hmm.. come to think of it it is pretty suimilar with sensei in his nhr sunrise chapter vol 1 where by he took the first step to do kosenrufu in hawaii.. and he met with obstavcles as there is no leaders to receive him due to sum com break down with the agency and the leaders in hawaii.. and for us, the ferrry left without..

after waiting for a few min. we were been arranged to sit in to sum of our leaders car whu happens to be at ssa for morning gongyo with GD. got several ymd drove to terminal and fetch us back to HQ to rest as well as had our lunch and also chant for the success of our trip as well as theri nhr festival on sunrise..as they were targeting to reach out to 300 youths...!!

though we were pretty tired after all the to and fro of travel , nonthless our spirit was not dampened but all are pretty fast in action as we are afraud to miss another session of the time, things were done according to targeted timing such as lunch break, chanting session, sounveir touch up session as well as song singing session for the culture item which we gotta put up over there.. it was a pretty nice song "siao nian"

oh ya it is also most of our first time using the ichinen room near the gd office.. really cool.. got sofa and stuff to look at esp those gift receive from oversea, those shimmering swords presented as a gift to ssa as well as homly sofy sofa tat we sat at.. herad from the ymds tat room is used as a holding area for J3 the other time when they performed in YGM.. haha.. yepz.. before the clock even strike 1 we packed gather and left for the terminal again.. haha this time no more bus to sit but we sat on some of the leaders cars .. i was pretty lucky to sat in vice GD car... whom i had not even seen before as herad form cheng joo he is working over in sri lanka, flying here and there to help the members over there.. isn't it sumthing admirable? wah.. guess is because of all the pioneers whu fought so hard in the past in order for us to enjoy wat we have now.. such effort of determination to spread the wonders of our mystic law is really wonderful.. hehe.. well shall not go on more details if not i guess ur be dozing off soon.. haha..

FinallY!! yes we are on the ferrY.. ( penguin XXXXX).. oppx penguin? haha did i heard wrongly.. haaha..it was a pretty lomg alk from the ferry gate to the anchoring area where the ferry lies.. haha.. then shilei, linda and mi decided to" feel for the wind later"..understand? if not let show ya pic of "feel for the wind" episode.. haha..
yep , three of us are pretty excited that we can't really sleep.. so sat for a while while mi, shilei ,linda were talking abt how we became active and all.. was a pretty good sharing haha...crap alot.. yeah den we decide to jio the rest to go but sum are pretty sick from the motion of the ferry and sum are too tired after all the waiting time.. so only three of us the active ones boldly walk to the back and up the staircase we reach the area where we could feel the breeze.. forget wat it is called.. haha..( LooK at The PIcx)...shall not go moe into it..

Finally reach bintan!! yeah.. imediatley after we got down from the bus was greeted by AH HEE and sum passionate youths from bintan as well as the ywd chiefs and also other chapters chief.
we board their cars it was a Mpv----- multi purpose vehicle or 7 seaters and there we are , a step nearer to bintan kai kan!!.. hurrray!!

wah the distance from the jetty to kaikan is pretty near.. we reached kainkan in around 15 mins.. and there we are, overwhelmed by all the passionate youth from bintan , really felt like a vip there.. as was pretty touched by their efforts to really welcomed us all the way along the path right up the stairs to our holding area.. and their songsinging is not jus from their mouth but is from their heart.. sum were pretty excited and screams were heard.. this is sumthing i think we could relaly learn fom them, wat ever theings they being ask to help out, they seldom rejects but take it in their stride.. oh ya forget to mention.. as soon as i step up and saw the majestic gohonzon they had my tears almost broke out.. it was realli majestic.. and the we are distance from us when kneeling is so near to the majestic gohonzon is sumthing i nv experienced before even in singapore as our gohonzon though is majestic at ICA but the distance is not as close as the bintan's de.. *touched*..

it was followed y sum exhibition time wih those new friends as well ad bintan members and we mingled with them, striking cionversation when ever possible though sum of them hardly understand chinese nor english.. had a great session.. knows a no of bintan members and i would say tat their banner are excellent..!! it is not only neat but attractive in their way of designing it as well as the limited resources they have over there.. it jus simply make mi wah all my way out as i walk around the kaikan with the bintan members also asking them to explain sum pics to mi.. and sum of them was in the pix too.. haha..

dialogues soon came to an end as everyone automatically sat down to watch out YOUTH CulTURAL FESTIVAL held at expo ... soON it was dinner time followed by cheers competition from various group each one of them was really in their high life condition..u could see even the friends tat they brough were also as high as them shouting their might for the cheers.. haha it realli makes the festival moves up to a greater peak.. afterwhich, it was then encouragemnt by pak charles.. known as father..in indo.. i think.. haha

YES!! the main hight light.. drama of the sun rise chap put up by members as young as 12 to leaders as young as 15.. was touched by their effort esp there is this part where a ywd would shed her tears as she share with sensei abt her missing japan.. the ywd acted as her role.. really weeap.. is jus so real..must be lotsa effort put into this character.. their curtain were well done manually pull by the leaders as well as their back dropm was made using recycled white clothe but it is done so nicely tat it look like a perfect pieace of backdrop.. there is lots of other detail there is really encouraging which if ya wanna know.. look mi up ye.. got skit accompanied by sum comercial whereby ther is a dance of bu pai bu pai by kwok mei mei performed by members as young as 12 yrs old and wats more encouraging is that they volunteered themselves to performed.. looks so cute when they performing haha.. also another dance, morigasaki beach.. was a ballet kinda dance pretty similar to ycf de.. but they are as young as 13 yet can dance such manner.. is really admirable.. haha.. the mood is getting highest at the end whereby they had a grand finale singing YI qi zuo dao by stephanie sun.. and tons and tons of pic.. with various oses.. haha.. (waiting for xingjie to disimeate photos to us.. ha

During this trip i was asked to share my impression during the impression session was pretty nervous toking to a crowd of 30 plus youth whu sare mostly leaders..hehe but well i did it pretty well by saeing ur had created a miracle.. lets create another miracle!!

Felt really overjoyed when the chairman of the show com announced the no of attendance for the festival.. it was 348.. which mskes up of 200 plus new friend and 108 members... great JOB!

throughout this exchange i it had really make mi revitalise my spirit to follow sensei tieing our mento and disciple knots, reading more nhr to understand how he do kofu as well as how he handles members question, the spirit he has and also from the bintan members, their purness at heart, thir sincereity in paying details to every lil thing even to the extent of out bath romm as they feel they is rather run down.. but to us.. is sumthing worth experienceing and is not that bad after all.. the Byakuren actually decorate the toilet with flowers, moth balls as well as candles.. was pretty romantic in a way... but is like u see the effort in every lil thing they do.. all of them i believe did it from their hearts to relali ensure us tat we are comfortable in every way tat they could satisfy us.. and i was really grateful for tat.. been thanking ah fang as she is the byakuren chief.. for all hers gers effort... was so touched.. though the candle went off after sum time..

Felt so recharge esp hearing from them their homevistation took several hrs and transport was pretty diffcult so they gotta take several buses to reach a members house to invite them down.. for this festival.. in singapore the furthers is only 1 and half hr.. and transport for us is easi unlike theirs.. yet their spirit is mich higher den us.. really a great time to Ponder.. thru..

Is getting 4 30 in the morning ... hmm got to go slp le.. if not tmr.. cfm.. dark rings.. oppx.. jus used a facial mask brought from sasa .. pretty shiok.. have nv felt so pampered till todae.. bought it with venna after our overtime..

all right tat all for now... ciaoz my fellow peeps....

-speechless-

2006-04-22T07:52:00.000-07:00

speechless is the only word to describe.. i knew ur dun want it to happen this way. neither do i..
have i not put in enough effort?

Anyway.. i turned back to my favourite NHR.. ans this is wat touches mi by the words of sensei...

1) Challenge yourself to do Kosen Rufu is the same to challenge your life's
obstables.You must be dead sure why you want to do Kosen Rufu! So at times
when you think that things are going against you, doubts will bound to arise to
challenge you,that is the real challenge and real benefits!~Ikeda Sensei

2) Happiness does not exist somewhere outside us. It resides within our hearts. All of us possess a brillant diamond of happiness, a palace of fortune, in the depth of our lives.-sensei

Next weeK gonna be realli packed up agaIn.. mon and tue got prep for bintan trip exchange for sounveeir making and discussion on NHR vol sunrise chap.. haha..is rather fun lo.. noeing more of other ywds in sd.. going for this trip together..

Last thurs, susan joined us for the prep mtg for bintan.. she share alot abt the members over there.. bintan was actualli taken care of by singapore soka.. yupz.. from little member to now wif increasing membership.. wah to think back GD ong and sum other youth leader realli put their hearts and soul in building up bintan.. also get to noe that members over at bin tan is really pure-hearted... they are simple.not bearing doubts in gohonzon as lives there is more simple compared to spore.. also.. they have lil knowledge abt ssa and sensei.. thus we are going over to share more with them abt wat we know abt sensei and the whole sgi.. i kinda looking forward to this event..and i definitely gonna bring some of my books over to share wif them as over there they onli got one vol of nhr being translated... realli wish to forge a lasting friendship with members over dere.. haha yep so next mon and tue will be mtg the rest of ywd for prep at syc...

wed, will have a dialogue session with grace one for the potential members under weixia.. hmm.. guess it be a fruitful one.. haha

thurs got gosho study as well as my usual tution.. haiz.. lost which should i go... haiz.. there is simply no other daes to slot my tution as i be leaving on sun.. after GD ong gongyo.. let's see..

fri is rendevous.. hmm.. wanna bring my friend down.. hope she can make it.. must chant alot liao..

sst two tution at one go...

sun.. wooh... the dae has arrive... off to bintan..

oppz today out of a sudden.. on the bus realise alan knows sharmain.. ahaha.. the world is so small.. sharmain u heard tat...?? alan knows u from jurongville...hahah..

Company plant shut down!!!!!

2006-04-18T09:12:00.000-07:00

hey surprised.. is nt yet sat and i am blogging haha... well , cos tmr is company plant shut down.. cool yeah.. got off.. but no salary.. haiz.. sob.. wanna go back work also can cos mi in office de ma dun realli affect.. but will be paid as normal.. summore the enviroment is len len qing qing.. lots of hunks and ppl nt there.. haha... tis few dae has been seeing him as i passed by his department while on my way to toilet.. oppx.. din mean to peep but.. looking also nt committing crime ma.. haha jus kidding la.. no la .. jus kinda admire the way he brought himself.. whus the person, for mi to know for ya to find out.. haha.. tis week work is kinda saddening and funny in a way.. dunno wanna cry of smile.. haha.. mondae helps to cross reference all the drawing our department has with the system.. types alot on excel.. like BB and GG to indicate it's presence.. and also.. help to arrange the cell as soon i be going up to R and D section to manually find the drawings.. no joke lo.. 300 plus drawing.. sooner or later my eyes gonna give way.. whaha.. but fun in the sense.. yesterdae tue and today been slacking from 8am till after lunch.. go to my friends department see if there's anithing for mi to help her.. as my shi fu is on course.. hai.. wat a timing.. so luckily need nt do OT.. yep.. den todae the most irrating thing was goota squeezed all the 300 plus drawings no into one A4 portrait paper.. my gosh... how can it be done.. i got rejected by my manager a few time before knowing that he loves to reject ppl works as it had become part of jhis habit.. even my shifu been rejected 8 times.. oh my god.. a test of my patience.. haha so actaully one colleague of mine taught mi not to do neat and nice for first piece as he cfm will reject de.. ahah.. wat a theory.. funny la.. haix

went to give lil sharon tution.. haha.. beri funny in a sense.. she is jus so adorable.. hardworking.. but like to day dream.. haha.. nice ger... reward her which choc stick after she finished her class work.. her smile brings a joy in my heart too.. one part i love abt her.. she loves to do homework.. haha.. so tat gives mi more job yeah.. and she alwyas asking for my next visit.. yeah.. next lesson guess will be on tis sat before cic training.. haha

oh ya toking abt cic training.. todae in the midest of working hrs , received a msg from xy.. to gather ppl to chant in senja for the success of the coming sat.. wonderful.. gald to see an initative act taken by ywd again.. oppx.. i mean yeah.. yep.. we must always take the first step only den there be change... right.. do not fear to initate daimoku, stuff etc.. for it will helps to bring us closeer.. actualli i also feel that if initative is instill in an institution onli den things could starts moving.. imagine when cic is waiting for the iic to spponfeed or rather waiting for that one person to make a move? how terrible would it be..?? haha..

Anyway to end off... LOOKING FORWARD TO TMR CIC REHEARSAL AND MY REST DAE!!!

3 weeks have passed...

2006-04-13T08:39:00.000-07:00

Oopx.. guess it been three weeks i have started my full time job.. haha as usual gotta wake up ealy.. even before the sun rises.. haha but kinda used to it le.. this week is super interestig in the sense tat i have do things differently form the past 1 week again.. was brought to various department and get a feel of the whole company operation.. and also gotta send stuff up and down.. haha.. enjoying more of my work.. moreover collegues was cool.. made some of my age de collegues.. sum even younger den mi.. haha.. de planning next wed.. making us of company hoildae as it was plant shutdown to go for sum movies and KTV sessionn.. ooo.. miss tat.. relisie have been torturing ppl ard mi wif my voice.. whaha.. yep.. hopefully send my labby to repair.. yep.. this week finally able to touch my job scope le.. so happi.. was asked to serach sum compatitble dawing in the janpanese system.. thru guidenece of my supervisor.. interesting.. haha actualli have gottan my desk yet.. so in the mean time mi using manager desk.. cool.. seat super comfortable.. tats the diff btw a manger post and staff.. ha.. oppx... had overtime todae too.. tot can go tution and collect my pay.. end up ask to do overtime.. and also on sat till 12.. cos i got sd dae at 3 ma.. haha.. cool..

Suddenly lots of flash back , words said from my ywd district leader flashed thru my mind in the company.. i rmb she ever said tat.. as ywd it is important for us to accumulate good fortune as we nv know when we need it aswe have long time towards the rest of our life and our good fortuen can actualli transform to benefit for us in future.. whether is it geting a good man to marry, a stable job, a satisfying life.. everything u wan depends on how u wanna accumulate them now.yesh NOW!! right at this momment.. at that time i could nt realli understand but now i could feel it.. ever since becoming active and giving my best in every thing i could feel the protection and the smooth arrangement.. whether is is impposible or sumthing i had nv expect.. jus like my africa trip, my bursary, my police letter.. though nt yet to enrol, my result which i am rather satisfied with this sem, the ablilty to tranform my lazy bro to sum one whu attends mtg now.. i believe all this.. is realli sumthing i nv tot i would achieve.. to think back.. her words is right and straight to the point.. sum ppl tot that as long as they got the right mindset of gohozon they will not slack back w/o making the effort to go for mtg... all i could say is tat attending mtgs, going all out for campaign can really forge a stronger self, though mabbi is stressful, feel disapointed at time.. but it also helps to cultivate a more determined self.. i believe sumtime, believing is nt enough as attending mtg, grasping as much as we can from seniors is jus like a platform for us not to fall back any further, it acts as a support..yeah...

haha alot of da dao li tonight oppx.. cos sumtime whn ever i heard or ppl nt able to attend mtg.. i can't help but feel sad for them cos they misses a chance to grow in wisdom again.. i admit sumtime money is important.. but there are also things money can't buy.. even if the work is realli so urgent one should alwasy try to balance and weigh the important.. utlimatly if still feel tat work is important den i hope ya enjoyed ya work too.. i mean mtg only held at tat time and the dae wun repeat again.. can't arrange be made so tat it fits nicely? hmm.. haha cos a lot of my friends or ppl i heard becos of work and realli lost touch with ssa.. realli dun wish tata to happen to anione ard mi yeah.. must all really brim with happiness and wisdom.. yeah.. haha

ok got to end here... tmr two tution assignment followed by one prep mtg at syc for our sd dae.. haha.. excited to see hows their preparation so far.. oppz.. your can de jia you!!! nrpsd will "ding " ni all the way.. oppx.. haha

fulfilling saTurdae...

2006-04-08T09:39:00.001-07:00

Yeah.. i m finally back on this blog again seem like my entry has been on a weekly basis eversince i started work heh.. haha.. no choice dun relali have the mood to blog wat ever happens in the dae.. cos too mani things to be said.. haha.. yep.. todae was realli a fun fillied dae at least for mi.. haha.. din have such a schedule soooo packed.. yep..

woke up at 9.30 to prepare to go plaza to collect my venezia pay.. hmm.. is alradey the 8th yet i haven receive mine.. so gotta hurry the boss.. yep.. den go for my p2 tution at 11,30.. had sum light luch by having pearly soyamilk.. haha.. yep den all the way tution till 11-1.30.. supposed to end by 1 but haven finished teaching her for sch work so extra time for her lo.. den made my way to gini hs, my p6 ger.. whu supposed to give mi tution pay todae.. but her mum forget.. hur hur.. okok.. la.. next lesson den.. hmm.. den teach form 2-3.. by right is 3.30 but mi gotta reach soo shan hs at 3.30.. so gotta rush after tution..

went son shan has for daimokukai for his father speedy recovery,.. glad to hear form her tat her dad is recovering slowly.. how relieved.. yep.its been a long time since i chanted 1 and half hr at one shot.. haha.. den took bus at 5.. to rush over town to meet my dear charlene.. to buy serene pressie.. haha wat we bought for serene? sumthing personal.. for mi to noe, u to find out.. haha.. yep.. spend a lil.. den met sum good bargains on jewerly.. cool... me and char each bought sum.. den proceed to meeting nelly after char left for her church service.. gotta carry the stuff while shopping realli look like an aunti men.. omg.. hilarious.. haha.. den we had ajisen ramen for dinner..

wif my dear nelly.. order one side dish.. and we each has a set.. cool.. was rather cheap though.. haha.. den shop ard.. guess wat mi saw my meng mei yi qiu de hip hop pants from S and K.. haiz.. but nelly dun let mi buy.. kepp reminding mi tat i am supposed to help her look for serene bdae pressie.. haiz.. end up din buy.. hope to get it tmr.. haha... hopefully before going senja for the prep... yeah.. den jus reach hm nt long.. tired... but fully enjoyed my dae... yeah.. looking forward to a more happening dae tmr... is serene 21 celebration at chervon's....

!!!! happI 21st Bdae ger!!!!

1st week of my work....

2006-04-01T06:08:00.000-08:00

hey.. got miss mi? haha yeah here i am to update my blog it has been a week since i started working at panasonic at tuas after the release of results.. working in society is realli not easi, lots of date lines to be met.. stress level is definiitely high.. cos orders can realli comes last minutes den lots of admin stuff to do. hai.. but nonetheless.. we are still young so perhaps it realli time for mi to challenge amidst my tight schedule.. ever since i started this job.. my whole week has been rather packed.. 2 tution on weekdae night, 4 div planning and youth mtg on sum dae.. sum dae also have sd , nrp mtg, lotsa mtg and homevist to realli forge for.. hmm.. but no matter wat i will treat it as part of my life, my mission.

Yeah.. the whole week at work was like doing different thing each dae.. monday do sum filling, stamping, and also typing the time record sheet for our production worker. tuesdae was fully working on the timesheet as there is like 55 of them to be key in for the whole month.. sat in front of com the whole dae realli a test for my butt.. haha btw the first dae at work was a pleasant experience for mi as when i was at the lobby waiting for the HR to bring us and brief us more abt the work, i met a ger ,jolene whu happens to be in np too and she is the same batch as mi and commiting for nine months too.. haha so blessed of mi to have met her during the course of my work. summore to my surprise we were allocate the same bus back hm.. as she lives in woodland so will definitely passed by my hs first before reaching hers.. had her company during lunchas we were posted to different department doing admin work..and had different lunch break timing. so she will wait for mi till my bell rang and we go to canteen for lunch together lo

However, for the past 1 week i had nt done anithing related to my scope yet all i been doing is assits the admin ger whu is two yrs younger den mi going into uni soon in august so she will leave in may.. sadz.. den perhap a new ger will come again.. haha.. cos the oracle system has nt been implemented yet till late april.. so guess meanwhile gotta help out others.. thus doing different thing each dae.. which is also sumthing i m looking forward too each dae.. met alot of friends there.. quite enjoy my stay there so far.. wonder if it is too early to sae tat..haha..

time realliy passed very fast at work cos got small mini break in btw.. and the canteen food is damn cheap and nice.. super worth it.. haha. quite ok with the pay system and transport is all the way to my doorstep.. and also sum other buses to sum other area.. which means if i were to go for mtg.. i could take other bus which pass by there.. isn't it good? save alot of my transport fee nia.. haha..

yeps tat all for my past 1 week at work.. todae went to home visit weixia.. together with rowem and layleng though rowe lost her voice but her presence and spirit is realli admirable lo.. haha.. dear ger demand more honey drink from him yea.. oppz.. u noe wat i mean.. haha.. yep.. den also went to hm visit samantha after that. told her abt the sd mtg tat she and xueyun is in charge of. hmm.. she seems happi and kinda welcome the idea.. yep.. tat kinda end my dae.. den went to buy dinner with layleng at bpp den she left for the memorial gongyo at jurong kaikan.. haha.. ger xing ku ni le.. as for mi gotta prepared to tune in early too tmr going for kot training.. yeah.. gotta see the new gers.. as well as my memorial mtg at senja.. from 3-5..

think gotta end here.. looking forward to the 2nd week of work... haha

6th AnnuaL DAISAKU IKEDA LECTURE (DIAL)

2006-03-25T04:36:00.000-08:00

Wow.. jus came back from the annual lecture nt long.. was tremendous refreshed right after that.. it was such an awesome tok tat truly plucked into the event which we have known and have heard of.. sumthing real tat we can comprehend.. perhaps SD sould organise more of such close topic and interesting topic in future for our youmger generation in order to cultivate a strong sense of seeking spirit. the speaker a professor from university of malaysia whu has contact with sensei with senseis books and articles and i remebered he sae sumthing that sensei words, books and arts is sumthing that he finds hard to disagree with. it is jus so right and true. for those whu did not go.. all i could sae is..go for the next round if there is one.. u definitely will benefit..

Clearly remember this statement which he saes there is no right to do wrong. this statement is regarding a question posted by this girl from ASD. The ger said that the iraq war has a positive side to it as the war also freed the people from the corrupted system of the government and gave them rights. but the speaker said that there are no positive sides to a war. war causes death. giving the people rights does not justify having the war. because the war will kill people way before they can even get their rights. how can dead people enjoy their rights. therefore, there can never be a positive side to having war. no matter the reason behind it... as wat it was written on xueyun blog.. this was sumtime tat awakends mi.. yesh.. as long as we try to achieve sumthing using war we definitely bring ourself back to zero again.. esp fighting for human rights.. like wat he sae. if life were lost in country A, how can country A enjoys the right ani more.. even if it is for a piece of land.. they would be dead den to enjoy wat they have with the land they fought for.. i had also took down sum key points whereby it was further sumaries into this:

1) Peace is the absence of conflict.
2) Quality without morality is a dangerous commodities.
3) No equality without oral transformations.

In addition, he is quite a humourous speaker with a humourous chairperson.. cool!! like wat i said in the feed back form, the talks is binds with the interesting topics which sensei has been focusing alot into PEACE... and with an interesting speaker, it turns our to be an interesting talks.. well done the DIAL committee... Three cheers!!

(P.s) : it is definitely beast all other lectures but the sd conference on education and this lect is sumthing i will nv forget.. so if any hq leaders are reading this, pls.. in order for students to attend.. organise more topic which are close to us like education, peace, cruelty tat we could feel for it.. rather den.. sum previous toks which no one hardly comprehen..

A SenSe Of GratItUde...

2006-03-23T08:30:00.000-08:00

Todae.. was rather a different dae in my life not as if i attend ani event or wat.. but the things tat happen seem to have one reason or another.. haha.. sounds chim yeah.. well..let mi go one by one.. haha.. morning tution sharon... was blessed to have this kid of mine she is simply adorable.. made mi looking forward to each and ever session with her.. and she is rather hard working too.. that realli warms my heart.. i could sense the passion to learn.. and it really drawn mi refelection.. when did i last had the seeking spirit regardless from my teacher or anithing.. thsu after yesterdae meet up with iic.. i resolve to realli read more to deepen my own faith so as to encourage another one more person.. and nv skip my 1 hr daimoku per dae.. onli then could i polish the jewel in my life.

reach hm to get sum sleep which i lost past few dae.. wake up ay 1.30 and bath den go down for a panasonic interview at tuas.. i must have heard it wrongly tot is at woodland.. took train there le.. den was ask to tke a cab to jalan ahmad ibrahim onli to realise tat it is actualli at tuas.. wah almost one big round.. and there goes my 15 bucks.. hai... blur mi.. luckily the tai driver is one nice chap.. he made sure i go the right place.. haha..

reach panasonice building, went in for interview.. interview was a good one.. addressed most of my concern.. i was realli glad with this company that no shift work was required onli OT at a later stage.. so hmm.. so would nt clash with my soka activites and tution at night... yep.. share with them abt my commitment like tution and soka activity.. haha.. not a bad interview after all..after 20 mins., mi made my own out after sum instruction given by one of the staff whu interviewed mi.. yep.. on the way think going back to catch sum slp before going for another tution wif ginni.. my job agency personal called ask mi if i could make my way down town to the office todae..asthe panasonic ppl has confirmed the job offer for mi... wah.. was i dreaming? haha.. so fast ?.. mi almost could nt believe.. yesterdae was jus complaining abt being unemployed.. but now.. hmm ok so gladly i made my way down.. to my surprise met song wen there she is one of my ywd whu introduced mi tom kotekitai as well as my ex district leader.. she looking for new jobs too.. after quitting nursing.. hmm.. but too bad no time to catch up with her as i was brought in to another room to settle the documents.. wah can u believe it.. mi starting my new work next week.. cool!!

On my way back.. my mind was flooded with loads of tots but of course i will nt give up my dream to be a police women.. mi jus postphoning it nia.. cos the recruitment will nt be held so soon.. jus sum insider info.. hai.. so no choice gotta get sum temp job for survial lo.. also dun wanan depend on daddy for allowances le.. it should be my turn to repay.. as i was thinking while making my way to ginni house i believe this is all gohonzon arrangemant.. it is because.. when i was appling for police.. i actualli told gohonzon.. i wana to be a police but yet nt scarificing my activity.. which is nt possible as can onli book out on weekend thus...i guess tat y there was no reply from spf till now.. after the new role that i resolve to do well in. cos if the letter were to cum now, soon within 6 mth i will be in training and nt able to attaned ani mtg.. which i realli need the most now..esp after being an iic and assistant district leader.. wat i need now is real soild faith training.. thus this job gives mi nt only the chance to contribute to kofu, but also at the same time gaining experience for the future.. as is a temp position.. for 9mth.. den going into spf will nt be late either.. haha.. good plan isn't it.. was really grateful for tat..when cum to think abt it.. haha.

I always believe that our prayers will nv go unanswered as long as we sincerely chant for it.. is jus a matter of time.. sumtime it might nt be the outcome u expect but it is the best arrangement down the road.. thus in order to really give back to wat we have been gaining from the oragnisation regardless encouragment or wisdom. the only way to pay gratitude is thru our action.. mouth dun do the job.. onli if we treat every of our member as a hope, a life.. and realli go all out for them so tat they achieve happiness.. jus as my principle lies.. if wanna do a job, do it well ! if nt dun do it in the first place at all.... All Out for 2K!! we Can do IT as long as we belive we caN!!

F01 GraduatiNg chaLet!!

2006-03-23T07:45:00.000-08:00

haPPy 4 frenDz..

Our Guys focusIng on MahjONg??

Our LivinG room at ChangI aloHa...

The StairCase..................................

The DinIng rooM...................

The 6 inseParable!!!!!!!

BaBes In acTIon....!!!

Where ARe the rest???? oppx.. pose first.. (>_<)

keLvIn leavINg soOn.. work next dae... The arriVal of our menTOr.. Jeff WU....

Formal Pic with Mentor/ RM lecturer cum tutor!! He is definietly an A class teacher!!

CazYzI manIA....Crazy pose Comes AliVe!!

GraduatIng Class chalet...

2006-03-23T06:56:00.000-08:00

MoshI MoshI.. as mention in the orevious post got two chalet at one go.. hmm this falls on mon till wed.. but as i was out in by after nrpsd chalet.. mi din go for the first night , went to fill up forms for jobs.. instead and went on the second night. hmm.. made my way there after tutioning sharon my pri 2 kid.. hahah she is damn cute ok.. chubby chubby de.. haha.. den back hm packed clothees den meet serene at jurong platform.. haha as usual i was late again.. reach changi chalet around 3pm.. cos went changi villiage to have nasi lemark before going chalet.. i mean how can u miss out the famous nasi lemark in changi right.. yep.. den catch the repeat of campus superstar.. at the chalet.. and also help up in preparing for the night bbq.. haha preoparation was fun and i wpuld sae we r creative in one way another.. anithing end sup in our hand all can be wrapped with alumnium foil.. haha had sambal crabsricks and hotdogs wrapped, mushroom wrapped with cheddar deliecious.. wah is simply delicious when it melt on the fire.. cool.. was one of the favourite dish.. haha took numerous picz..

one great thing was we had the arrivial of our two lectuer.. haha one mr liow, ECD module leader, and jeff wu... haha.. they damn zai men.. sae will cum realli cum.. and jeff wu stay with us till 1 pm wor.. almost 2 hr plus.. enjoy crapping with him.. i would sae.. he realli dun behave like a lecturer.. he is jus so student.. able to think for us in one way another and realli put in all effort to make us understand all the concept.. nt onli tat his joke in class was super no one de lo.. can luff till u cry... anithing under the sun.. u name it he has it.. haha.. will always rmb the joke he mention regarding one of our lecturer.. Jeff wu!! thanks for all ya guidence in our class.. thanks a milliOn.. haha.. yep.. den watch a lil of tvz show the the rest..

After 1pm when jeff wu leave tat time high light of the chalet we knew we had no good time.. we gonna be torture nt to slp.. oh no.. haha so we had our bath.. end up i was the last to bath cos my gers sae my hair was the shortest so last to bath.. haha.. ok lo.. den feel terribly cold when get out of the toilet.. haha.. tats get the guys started to bath too.. when they bath finished le.. wah.. u could see their action is pretty fast .. they carried two mattress into our rm man.. nt to slp wif us though..though we did last yr haha but to have 4 hrs of marathon of pokke games.. haha..played the "singapore heart atack " in continous system, every round there bound to be laughter.. haha even the hard stong eugene also luff till cry.. den followed by indian pokke.. haha forfeit is to put ice cube in ani part of our body ( dun be mistaken, visible parts nia ).. haha tio once..den we move to.. this game.. was a new one.. whereby each of us give a name to ourself den we had to put a card down each time face up who ever whu has the smaller and similar cards have to shout one another name as fast as possible.. the forfeit ones, gets all the others players card.. haha a test of alertness and memory.. haha.. was realli cool.. realli luff out loud.. each game there be sum incident worth luffing..

haha slept around 5.. den gotta wake up at 845 the next dae to book out.. i was the third to wake up.. haha.. yep.. den it jus ended after the next dae packing of bags taking back sum of the leftover.. but we each know that our friendship is nt going to end here.. its gonna be everlasting right 01?? haha.. lets keep our class spirit high yea!!! More outings to go.. haha and we nv regret nt going for our prom night.. indeed the chalet was much better then prom night we realli get closer again!!

Nrpsd ywd chalet!!

2006-03-22T10:29:00.000-08:00

oh ya... it's been a long wait for my this entry yeah.. haha.. mi gonna blog all at one ago.. of my continous chalet.. on from sat to mon nrpsd ywd de chalet den the other one is my graduating class chalet.. both r really well done.. love it.. haha.. yeah.. back to my ywd chalet, it was at aloha loyang.. if ya wanna more precise details can go see jaymi blog.. haha.. well we made our way there after cic training at syc at 6 like tat den had dinner.. den luff alot.. gues sall of us rew pretty high tat dae.. esp dear jaymi.. haha... her laughter is contangious.. haha.. yep.. den had our dinner at foodcourt den made our way, taking nel line to pasir ris. haha the journey was there was crappy lo.. tok alot.. while xia rest as she nt feel realli well.. hmm.. den reached pasir ris le.. we split up, cic delievered the "ai xing" dinner to siewhoon.. whereas mi, rowe, layleng went to buy stuff needed for the night as well as morning breakfast..

haha.. cool shooping in Ntuc.. was realli fun with tat aunti trademark of ours.. opps.. haha even 20 cent also wanna save.. haha den compared here and there.. making our money worth.. bought lots of tibits and stuff den made our way back to aloha loyang.. by shuttle bus.. bus was cool.. cosy and small jus nice for three of us.. haha.. reahced le called siewhoon and she bring us through a shorter route which she assume but at the end of the chalet we den found out tat tat nt the shortest but even another shortest.. haha.. omg.. den rested awhile.. had sum mini chit chat..and waited for sharon and cai to start our dialogue for the night regarding our next plan for the next quater yr.. yeah.. dialogue was fruitful... discover lots of serect.. luff till pengz.. too.. yea.. den wash up.. , supper.. and.. good night..

The next dae was game.. and bbqing.. hmm was rather a successful one in a way not thru quantity of ppl whu came but the quality time we spend with one another.. the dilogue we engaged.. the games.. has made most of my members widen a lil of their circle of friendship.. mi too had learn from sum of them... hehe.. BBq sessioN.. was cool.. but sad as sum of them gotta leave early.. for workshop in the next dae.. haha.. so guess wat, we took a mass pic,, and sum of them left le.. left seven of us as well as the alumni, da huiling, xinyi, wenqing.. so sweet of them to make their way down.. wat smost exciting was all of us are glued to the ming xing idol show.. fighting over whu will win, leo or bryan.. haha.. we have two strong supporter for leo as well as bryan.. as for the rest.. so-so la.. we took a neutral stand.. haha..

After the show.. hmm.. decided to go try the jacuzzi suggested by jay.. haha end up they off the electricity le.. no more jacuzzi.. guess wat we did nt give up wor.. we went to the baby pool and had sum illeagl actions.. takings pics... in the water.. haha tat was challenging as it was rather dark.. with dim lights ard.. haha but still we enjoyed ourself till the guard shine torch on us.. tat when.. we r alrdy in the peak.. haha so no choice.. we tried to wait till the guard go.. but the guard were even more determined to make us go.. haha so we went to the pasir ris beach.. wah.. it was a smart decision.. sky was realli nice, stars.. realli enjoyable... we sat on the stony area.. where we could see the oppsite island.. with ships.. took a no of photos.. esp the mentor pose... haha den sang alot of songs to spice up the mood.. haha as well as shring sum of our dark serect.. oppx.. haha.. great...den we sat till it drizzle..

haiz.. guess if it dun drizzle we might stay there till dawn as ya realli lost the urge to get up in tat smooth, cosy enviroment.. so back to the chalet.. wash up.. and we dispose the water bomb tat was prapard in the afternoon.. by..... haha booming on jay.. cos she volunterred de.. of cos nt on her but the floor where she standing... haha even video tape the whole process .. also watered sum plants... den each of us had our bath.. and now.. it is photo time.. took lots of pic with weird pose.. haha.. but nice la overall.. hmm.. satisfied... while xue and layleng turn to bed.. we continue palying 007, daide.. 5 players de wor.. haha.. managed to win twice.. eh.. haha.. yep.. den slept at 3.30am on the second night with xue till 845am the next morning.. and prepared breakfast for all of us.. lay cooked maggi while i help to scope the noodles.. den add a lil of yesaterdae leftover microwave chicken.. nice... den off we go..

Home sweet Home...

NRPSD YWD Chalet!!

2006-03-22T10:18:00.000-08:00

Our Bed rooM for The nIght..

DialoGue seSSioN in Wee hours.. Jay and Xia.. stonIng??

Hahha... as our sessiOn goes On....

end Of dialOGue.. time to wasH up..

Yeah.... Nice pose..

Victory for Nrpsd!!

GaMes sessiOn...Our two reprensentatives

GrouP 1....

My grouP seriouslY at work...

yeah TaTs us.. grp 2!!

Our Game Mistress for The dae!!

BBQ sessIOn tiMe!!

MarshmallOw.. meltinG it's way!!

Dialogues session inthe midest of eatIng!!

CCQ under the rain..ooo... *touched*..

Mass PIc!!! A greaT success!!

DeresT Xue yIng weddiNG

2006-03-12T09:03:00.000-08:00

oh.. i gonna miss U deeply....

reciting of weddiNg pladge to Gohonzon..

Yeah Nrpsd.. will be with U always!!

Mi, ying and jay... she simply look gorgeous on that dae...

jaymi presenting the gift to our dearest...

Once agaIn another shoT!!

2006-03-12T08:54:00.000-08:00

MeaninGful..

2006-03-12T08:27:00.000-08:00

枫

乌云在我们心里搁下一块阴影

我聆听沉积已久的心情

清晰透明就像美丽的风景

总在回忆里才看的清

被伤透的心能不能够继续爱我

我用力牵起没温度的双手

过往温柔已经被时间上锁

只剩挥散不去的难过

缓缓飘落的枫叶像思念

我点燃烛火温暖随我到秋天

极光掠过天边

北风掠过像你的容颜

我把爱烧成了落叶

却换不回熟悉的那张脸

缓缓飘落的枫叶像思念

为何挽回要赶在冬天来之前

爱你穿越时间

两行泪遮住我的眼泪让爱渗透了地面

我要的只是你在我身边

在山腰剪开一夜风雨

随着北风凋零

我轻轻摇曳风铃

想唤醒被遗弃的爱情

雪花已铺满了地

谁把窗外枫叶已经沉迷

fiTness dae..

2006-03-07T07:09:00.000-08:00

oo.. todae was indeed a refreshing dae.. had 2 hrs of woprkout at cck gym with jaymi.. haha it jus allows our old bones to relax meanwhile burning put sum cholestral.. oppx.. dunno how to spell.. den after the session we headed for a light dinner at delifrance.. mi had peach tarts while she had sume curry chicken puffs.. cool den after tat headed to aljunied for 4d discussion with the youth.. initally was to go hm but since bro was there wif mi we headed to his hs for the night at pungol wif my sis-in-law.. so jus reach back hm nt long .. haha.. and traveling back from pungol to bt. panjang was no joke.. we slept almost on every bus we took.. haha.. cos we slept at 3 yet gotta wake up as early as 7.30 as bro and sis in law going for work.. haha.. yeap.. den jus back from meeting vichelle.. regarding our nrpsd chalet on 18th march.. at aloha loyang.. cool.. met her at bishan together with layleng den.. ended our discussion at 4 plus 5.. den went cck for a hait trim in Jantzen.. haha the hairdresser attended to mi was a guy sia.. nv been trim by a guy before.. aniway.. he was rather good at trimming.. so we had small talks in btw.. nt bad la.. hehe enjoyed the whole trimming session.. den go gio brought a top.. den went hm.. reach hm le.. accompany daddy and mum for a jog at our nearby canel.. haha while bro blades.. after running while cooling down.. mi tried on the baldes.. wooh.. learning blades is really nt easi.. but with the help of daddy and bro mi still made it yeah.. blade for sum distance.. cool.. lets hope tmr will jus be as cool too... hehe..

Pics.. after exam!!! celebratION.. wif MY MaTes!!

2006-03-03T09:01:00.000-08:00

woah guess it belongs to whu? haha..

taken while waiting for my dish oppz...

seafood platter for two? haha

We at Indochine!!!

wat do u think of the guy in the screeN? haha

drinKing the maga big sea Monkey.. haha

brrr.. is getting cold here....

Mi and doreeN...

see No evIl , Hear No eviL, speak No eviL..

Guess which is mine?? hahah

nice yeah...

yesh!! this belongs to mi.. haha trying to promote this dish..??

oppx.. we arejus too hungry?? haha..

a New chapter of Life??

2006-03-02T23:17:00.000-08:00

heyz.. finally had finished with my last exam in my final lap of studies after 13 yrs i guess.. hmm.. todae paper was kinda.. dunno wat to sae.. out of 100, i think 40 marks fly le.. shit.. most of the question i predicted came out.. but brain had already been saturated by the information from IB on thurs.. sian.. even a C or D i be contented.. cos i dun expect much from tis paper.. haiz.. and the most sian things is i lost my ez-link card today.. shit.. realise it when i was abt to board the bus back hm for a short nap before meeting my friends later at glass house.. den got back to the class but card no longer there le.. din noe my face is so popular.. sian.. can't lecturer jus leave it there?.. jus feels so pissed.. inviligators off the lights even before we are out of the class.. hey we got pay sch fee de lo.. shit.. must be it that i forget abt my ez-link card.. the loss gonna be damaging.. adult fare is no joke lo.. summore mi still have not get my police reply.. haiz.. must realli chant more for the letter to come soon.. i wanna have a stable job asap!! that all for all the bad things that happen to mi todae as well as past few daes la..

Past fews dae has been rather fine.. busy mugging myself in papers, tutorials.. spending time in syc and library.. syc session was cool.. haha i was the onli ger lo.. with chris yiheng and gk,, met jimmy too.. he brought his friends there too.. also lost contact with internet and stuff.. finally realise how untidy my room is when i actualli take a closer look while having to mug for my exam.. my habbit of lisitening to music diary also rekindled... yeah.. nice stories over the past few dae.. determined to buy the 3 cd of music diary.. yeah.. shall also sign up sum kick boxing lesson soon.. since i have time for more things now.. yeah.. and nt forgetting gym session with my ywds ar.. haha jaymi u promise mi de.. when shall we go for a 1okm run? haha kk.. and also nt forgeting to reach out more.. think i gotta activate the wisdom to plan my time well.. sian next week no work schedule for mi.. shall do sum reaching out yea.. haha.. shall post sum pic later when i got back form my celebration of "exam-free"... haha..

RecenT pic of the past few dae...

2006-02-16T07:21:00.000-08:00

yIhenG bDae @ East CoasT..

me.....

ValenTine GiFt..

The desserT at PPC...

I am RECHARGED!!!

2006-02-15T07:08:00.000-08:00

yeah.. folks.. the previous post sounds so sad hur? haha.. yadayada.. yesh.. mi got recharge todae after some tossing and weeping on bed yesterdae trying to coax myself to slp cos gotta wake up at 6.30 for my part time shift todae.. yep.. once i wake up.. everything seem so fresh.. finds it rather silly of mi yesterdae haha.. yep.. guess sumhow.. tears need to released to in sum forms or ways.. haha.. yep.. todae.. work was good.. joke and crap with that stupid wen tat.. haha.. yep.. den.. went for daimokukai at syc.. omg.. todae attendance for nrpsd was rather ..... u noe wat i mean.. hmm.. we must jiayou wor.. an instituion will nt grow if all of us nt in one's mind and it will also nt grow based on sum ppl doing the job.. everyones has worries, problems.. hence the more we should strive and challenge ourself while juggling with sch work, personal enjoyment and ssa activites dun we? was realli touched by the daimokukai jus now.. in my whole life i had nv did such a solid daimoku in such two hrs.. my good ness.. we chant from 7.30-9.15.. with a 5 min break in btw.. all of us were seating so near till i could hear the breathe beside mi.. yesh.. that the spirit we should forge chanting in one mind for the success of the coming sd anniversary.. i even sae some of the other institution had a list of names laid on their bags.. chanting for each and everyone to attend.. yesh that should be the kind of mindset we have now.. though still got two more dae to go.. i must definitely get as mani ppl to go as possible.. the daimokukai was the best i ever had in my life.. everyone was chanting nt from their mouth by their heart.. yesh!!..

Den while on my way back.. was reading ssa time.. inside there was this phrase that religfhts my passion again.. It says: The important thing is to constantly transform oneself.For us, this is "human revolution". Renewing ourselves and pushing ourselves to stretch and grow------that the dynamic of our faith.And the best methods to achieve that are daimoku and Soka Gakkai ACtivites" ----------> which i truly agree.........!!!!!!!!!!

Valentine Dae?

2006-02-14T07:00:00.000-08:00

hi.. finally back.. wats the time now.. hmm half past nine.. guess other couple are still bathing in their romantic lovely dinner.. and wat am i doing now? blogging.. hur hur.. todae was kinda mixed up.. wonders wats wrong wif mi.. hmm.. somehow thing and plan that i had in mind cannot be execute out.. should i feel disappointed or glad? well.. dear was not feeling ok after a movie we left from his hs.. and at late evening he had his mac.. so we din really go for dinner as he is pretty full.. den i dun feel like eating either.. as initally i plan to have dinner den movie.. but he suggested to change everything.. movie at suntec.. and dinner etc.. bla bla.. fine lo.. jus gotta respect his decision..guess wat when reach suntec we din manage to watch the show i wanted.. end up we watched sumthing we din plan.. fun with dick and jane.. ok la.. nt a bad movie.. den we settle for pacific coffee company opp marina square.. he was nice to buy mi a rose and bracelet.. quite nice.. cos i choose it myself.. haha .. while sitting at the cafe,thoughts have been flashing my head while watching him resting on the sofa chair.. sumhow i wonders how do plans changed almost everytime i gotta meet him.. den the kind of excitement seem to have faded ..urgh.. being wif him.. has been becoming more boring.. perhaps i have been thinking topo much.. or it is i have higher expectation of him? or it it that i yield for a single life? or is it that there are jus too mani uncertainty and perhaps he is jus nt the one.. i have been pretty positive at our relationship but there is also a time when i look back.. i could onli sigh.. perhaps valentine is a dae for mi to reflect and realli think abt ourselves.. as i was on the bus thoughts have been flashing past mi.. is he realli the right one for mi? am i ready to actually be in a relationship? or am i jus thinking too much? Perhaps.. things might changed when i am in the police force.. and having more roles in ssa.. while he be busy studing and working.. hopefully by then i guess i be more matured to make a decision.. sumtime i even wonder.. if we did not start , how would i be now? happier? or sadder? guess no ones knows not even myself got the ans.. perhaps there is a time u grown and u think differently abt the same issue... or perhaps i am jus tired, stressed? i nt too sure.. onli noe tat i need more daimoku.. and perhaps he is able to accept the reality if it even draw upon him..tears rolled as i type these.. happiness , confusion or sad tears..? nobody noes.. nt even myself.. urgh... **.. lets' hope he nv get to read this.. oppx..

Nice Dae...

2006-02-10T07:28:00.000-08:00

yipee.. dodo.. finally all presentation are over.. yesh! haha.. next week guess onli need to go sch on mon.. guess it be my last lesson of my three yr in ngee ann.. sobz.. yadada.. but yesterdae and todae is rather happening la yesterdae went shopping with doreen and may in the late evening bought my friend bdae pressie.. and had our dinner at Marche.. movenpick.. haha cool cool.. three of us had pasta.. jus different sauce nia.. haha.. is was damn fantastic.. we had dory fish.. atmmosphere is rather cool too.. oppx.. mi first time dine in marche wor.. too bad no camp.. if nt sure to snap a few pics.. haha.. den todae had make up rmgt tutorial followed by PM tutorial and a lecture at 3.. so from 1-3 we went SIM for lunch.. haha.. den there was like a bazzar there.. yeah.. bought another thing for my dear.. as for wat is it.. oppx.. for mi to noe for u to find out.. haha.. yipee.. den jus back from a homevistaion to lu wen hs.. haha.. was a nice one after all.. had lots of crap in btw.. yeah.. this make mi even more.. determined.. to do well in everyrole that i undertake.. jus hopefully to see sum buddha from rp.. hmmx.. yep.. tmr will be working lo.. den going for a bbq at eastcoast.. guess it be lots of fun.. yeap.. tat;s all ba.. will update more.. when i m back..

chingay roCks...

2006-02-06T08:09:00.000-08:00

Here r sum of the pics.. which i taken from last sat de chingay parade.. awasome!!

japanese dancer... see how elegance their moves..

put up by sum JC.. students..

Korean dancers... they rocks...

chinese opera....

hee.. my fav.. singapore soka association item... with it huge dog!!!

Malaysia trip... during CNY..

2006-02-01T09:51:00.000-08:00

Mi, smallest counsin with aunt's car... hehe

the onli transport ah gong left behind.... riding on a bicycles.. my smallest boi counsin..

2nd aunt, ah ma, mum, and smallest aunt.. dun they look alike...??

mi and ah mum.. jus woke up nt long.. oppx.. slept at 2nd aunt condo..in malaysia

ah ma and mum...

the mahjong gang.. dun see they small.. they con mi 10 ringit..!! they are great players... haha

bro and yandao? oppx.. my another counsin.. computer freak..

sae cheez...

tryiong to play "san ji lao hu" while posing.. tough yeah

2nd aunt and mum

mi.....

mum

The drinK coupon in MOS!!

Piz from indochine, mos, ramen Ten

2006-02-01T09:30:00.000-08:00

cool.. Minstry Of SounD.....Taken while queueing to go in..

The three Babes?? haha

Guess which is Mine?? haha... the tallest among the smallest...

Eeeee... chek..

Cheerz....!!!

Me wif dear sIsI...

SeReNe AnD HuiPing!!!

Shy shY serene.. posing wif one of the gift we brough for her.. oppz

smIlez.. taken at ramen ten... Far EaST..

SerEne Bdae Cake.. from rachel...

Piz from indochine, mos, ramen Ten

2006-02-01T09:03:00.000-08:00

SeReNe AnD HuiPing!!!

Shy shY serene.. posing wif one of the gift we brough for her.. oppz

smIlez.. taken at ramen ten... Far EaST..

SerEne Bdae Cake.. from rachel...

Raman, Indochine, Minstry of sound....

2006-01-30T01:11:00.000-08:00

yoz... finally back from yesterdae fridae dinner cum indochine and MOS.. damn shag can.. now preparing for reunion dinner.. jus woke up like in 6pm.. good ness.. haha had a great time spend with our dearest serene(big), huiping,sisi asman, ju, lynn.. haha..=fun combi..

yeap finally managed to buy my bottom.. 3 jeans all at one go.. cos mi 107 men.. hahah heart ach.. luckil can get back the money from "ang bao" so is ok.. hehe.. yep.. den met sisi at 5.30 to buy serene pressie.. dunno wat to buy for her so bought 21 items since is her 21 bdae.. kinda grand la.. but we too last min le.. so yep.. hehe.. was a good retail herapy too.. bought her 4 undies.. i mean those most classy kind of g-strings.. haha.. yeap and some other accessories to go along.. woah and that makes up 21.. yeah.. den we had dinner at rama-ten.. had monk fish raman.. nice nice.. den too sum picz and crapalot.. had sum updates abt our self.. lynn..(will post sum pixz up).

soon after tat, ju and asman called sisi ask if we wanna go Mos.. at first mi and Ping dun feel like going cos.. wanna go hm early.. den cos mi dun club.. de.. i mean i seldom dance de lo.. hmm.. so after tat.. we compromise one another.. mi jus feel like chilling.. ahah so we ent indochine.. haha had sum jokes.. and funni scene wherby ping mistaken the pond for the platform and falls into it.. oppx.. den serene open her bdae pressie.. oo.. was a kinda.. embrassing scene.. hehe.. yeap.. den after sum picture frenzy mania.. was abt to go hm.. den ju.. dun give up the idea of Mos

ok lor.. after much.. okok by the rest asking to go.. haha den ok lo.. went le.. had a tough time toking to my dad.. men.. haha yep queeue was ultra long.. was lil till the main road lo.. and most of the ppl u can see are ang mohs haha.. din see ani handsome de.. chio have la.. yep.. den had our drink coupon.. had one absolute vodka lime for the first half as we made way to the R and B side.. den after much dragging by them to dance haha.. den was like at the dance floor for 2 hr plus.. goodness,, heeels hurt like hell.. so made way again wif ping to get ourself a drink.. tis time guess wat? had vodka cranberry.. haha.. it is nt bad.. so far.. haven got drank still sober.. yep.. hehe..

Made our way to get ourselves a seat.. by then was nearly 4.. den serene and sisi sae saw alex.. i was like.. oo.. so qiao.. haha yep in the end he came over sae hi lo.. but mi oo tired le.. so din tok much.. ahha.. yep den we made our way hm.. thinking of taking NR.. uess wat.. by then it stop service le so no choice haha we can't go hm.!!! so haha juraimi suggest for a supper cum breakfast made our way to people park OG the s-11 for tat lo.. wah it was kinda far lo.. walking in that stupid heels.. haha from clarke quey to chinatown..haha but the meal was good cos we all hungry le..ther gers had ba chou mee, ju and asman had prata.. yep.. ahd a good gossip session.. oppz.. den.. we made our way hm..

Finally.. haha mi and sisi took190 back lo.. hehe had a good sleep thru put the bus journey,.. den mi aloght a stop before sisi slight, took cab back to my house... 2.90 onli.. cheap.. at least i save the hassle of lrt.. haha yep.. den reach hm.. bath and sleep till jus now.. 6pm.. whaha

HOPING FOR A GREAT YEAR AHEAD!!!!!

WaT a DaE!!

2006-01-25T07:15:00.000-08:00

Todae.. was my best time ever.. Y? cos there is like no sch, no project meet up.. but got test in the evening sob.. woke up ard 10.. den was a lil of taiwanese show till 11 go buy brunch for mum and huiwen.. (1yr old ger).. my sweetie.. hmm.. den recevied a couple of msg from sophia asking mi for my schedule next week.. haha..

yeap.. told her i wanna working noon shift so i be off at eveining.. at least can do sum reaching out for sd anniversary.. yeah.. cos next week CNY week all e-learning nia.. haha.. shiok.. den went to weiliang house to collect my tution pay.. cos he going tution centre for tution le.. sob as aunti sae is cheaper there 45 bucks for two subject.. hmm ok lor.. good also.. la.. den i have more time to myself.. can slp a lil more.. so now tution left wif ginni.. my P5 kid.. yeah.. yeaps.. den go sch.. LT45 for my ecd exam.. oh gosh tis yr paper realli a lil tough sia but ok la.. still managed to do at least wat i have studies came out.. haha..

hmm den went to lot1 to shop for another of my topz.. guess wat.. instead of buying tops.. i went to buy bag.. hands itchy.. but it is realli a nice one.. the one i long wanted.. haha.. okok.. yeah so i bought it.. den see much nice stuff there.. guess tmr.. is my last chance either to but sum of my topa and bottom in town.. or at Bp plaza.. haven get my footwear too.. argh.. so mani thing havven get.. aiyo... haha.. k lar.. think got to end here le.. bro back from chingay training gtg help mi open door.. bye peepz...

2006-01-25T07:00:00.000-08:00

Haha.. where have i gone for the past few daeys..? of cos.. i been to Pulau ubIn

on the 21-22JaN... was damned enjoyable.. take a tour down my picz and u know y.. haha

comIng back To the maIN land.. siNgapore.. from UbIn.. Homw sweeT home!

egg toast done by denise and the cookery team!! haha.. i help to flip sum of the bread!!

lyn and denise in hammock enjoying yea!!

this was taken in a total darkness.. managed to see my eyes is ya fortune..!! cos the flash is damn strong!!

Guy Power?? haha ex -council!!!

YeaH.. here comes the Ger Power.. !!eX-coUnciL!!

BaT Women or Mosquito women??

another closed up wif My dear nelly

cocktail wasa bless IN uBin.. shiok and yummy!!

BBQ time.. they peng for us eat!! haha so sweet hor.. yeah man thats life!

relax in her comfy hammock.. where's mine??

finally.. ex-council forces of TAS!!

BaCk to scHool..

2006-01-09T08:27:00.000-08:00

yoz.. todae back to sch liao.. hehe.. wake up like.. 9.30 for 11am lect.. RMGT.. followed by a tutorial.. haha guess wat after RMGT i left for work.. oppx.. cos haha the whole class seemed to disappear.. all nt going for lesson.. cos we had did our own discussion.. end up.. teacher agreed to cancel the tutorial.. hooray... so mi, nur and atiqa took bus to town.. they go shopping i go work.. haha.. yeah.. den reached taka.. was a lil drenched.. cos of the drizzle.. but still ok la.. den punch my card, changed into my pnats.. had my branch.. den start work lo.. todae.. nt much crowd.. slack a while.. stare into space.. haha den after that has linda came le.. start our crapping session again.. yeah.. todae customer.. nt bad.. rather obiendient.. oppx.. yep.. den we so fast till.. get to knock of at 10... den took train wif Has and wen tat.. oppx.. train journey was tiring no seat to sit.. hehe.. guess what , i am supposed to take LRt at cck.. in the end the lrt i took.. broke down after moving a few metre.. it was black out.. was rather stuffy after 5 min.. den folowed by sum announcement.. after around 10 min.. help was rendered.. the operaters came up to the train and try to move the lrt.. effort was nt wasted.. the lrt managed to move a lil...till it reached the net station.. den all passenger were asked to alight and take another train.. wat a dae.. to be concluded.. haha first time stuck in lrt.. haha train No. 115.. haha.. yep den met my bro.. at 7-11.. near my hs.. yeah den we went hm together lo.. cos he was working at raffles shopping centre.. bread shop.. haha.. yep part time.. despite having his chingay training.. hehe... ok la.. gotta end here.. tmr hari raya haji.. morning gtg senja to make sounveir and spirit booster as well as tutioning at 2.30 and working at 5... for 7.50/hr.. haha... yep.. looking 4ward to tmr..!!

soMe pic..z..

2006-01-01T08:11:00.000-08:00

This is the form nor... haha.. hur hur.....

some ice-cream to indulge in.. yum yum.. but sinful neh... cos is nearly 9 when we ate this.. omg..

A dae before new yr eve..

2005-12-30T08:08:00.000-08:00

heyo, 36 hr more.. guess will be a complete new yr.. 2006.. a year that might be full of uncertainty , a year that might pass as fast as we did not expect.. nonetheless it shall ba a different year for mi to undertake a different challenge in my life.. of cos.. 2005 is coming to an end.. so is my three years of poly life.. though still got two more months or so.. but i believe.. times pass even faster den we knew it.. nonethless this three yrs have been a joyus phrase of life for mi.. yes!.. very enriching...indeed..

in 2006.. i be getting my diploma in banking and financial service.. whether to continue study or going to society uni.. sumhow i got a lil of guts feeling.. i do think i need a break from all my studies.. to venture intosomthing which i have always dream and wanted when i was young.. a policewomen.. yes!!.. those in blue uniform... but whether to try other stuff before i applied for it.. is another thing to consider.. should i give it a try on bank.. frontline operators.. to gain sum expericence and put my dipolma to good use..? i realli had no idea.. sum part of my mind tell mi tat.. chances dun comes twice.. but the other part of my minds.. tells mi y worries.. to go in SPF so fast.. as there is kinda no turning back.. or should i say but den to turn back is kinda late..

this evening after some new yr dinner.. buffet with william they all.. i received a letter from spf.. guess most of the graduate should have receive ba.. is respark mi a force to take a pen and register immediately.. but.. should i? hmm.. it has always been my dream since young to be a plice women no matter wat other sae abt the profession.. whether is it the politics side of view, women being class differently kind of view.. but to mi.. everywhere also have this kind of unwanted situation is jus wat kind of perceptives we look at it.. since is sumthing i realli wan.. if it realli happens to mi.. i definitely have a way to turn thing around.. is jus wan or dun wan.. hmm.. since is kinda hard for parents to support daughter in this kinds of profession but sumhow things is jus the oppsite for mi.. mum and dad is realli very supportive.. every now and den ask mi whether if i signed up.. when my interview... woah.. i guessed they knew wat's the best for mi.. yesh... perhaps cos since young they seen the active side of mi. from volleyball player.. a pri sch ger.. bathing under the sun for 3 yrs.. den to a police cadet .. to a corporal, a sergent, a staff sergerent den cliching the "best unit cadet".. is sumthing that realli marks my secondaary sch life.. den poly.. underthe adventure seekers.. grow alot.. mentally and physically.. undertake lots of adventure trips.. even to the furtherst mount kilimanjaro.. it was more then jus a mountain climbing experience.. a process that makes u stronger, weep with ya fellow teamates.. and most of all overcome my fears... yep... perhpas tat y.. they are so encouraging for mi to undertake police asap.. hopefully i can get in and i must.. yesh... so should i sign up.. now? hmm think i should before the chance is over.. yeah...

perhaps to commit in this profession i might lost out chances in contributing for gakkai.. but i believe.. no mateter wat is always the heart that counts.. the heart to come out for meeting will nt stop mi even if i am not on shift ba.. cos to mi.. sumtimes it realli lies on ya thinking.. if u wan to go for u.. u can definitely drag ya body and do more for members.. ids jus wether wan or dun wan.. wan, do it good.. if nt dun do at all.. yeap.. hopefull if i ever got in.. i will pray for.. a good schedule such that it will nt affect most of my gakkai activites.. cos to mi.. gakkai and life and dream are inseparable.. is is jus part of a life cycle.. (",)....

above is the pic.. which shows the letter that is receive from spf.. haha

Glen goh bdae.. on 25 dec..celebration..

2005-12-29T08:00:00.000-08:00

Picz.. wif the bdae.. boi.. glen goh...

Mass grp pic.. can u spot mi?

pic taken wif snowman.. oppx..

cheex.....~!

our fitness dae...

2005-12-28T07:06:00.000-08:00

haha.. todea had a great jog.. jog around the campus one big round.. it was really shiok .

has been a long time since i ran so much esp with siewhoon, and my nrpsd comrades..

haha.. was swmiming before jogging wif jay, xue, sihui.. haha fun fun.. when shall be our next fitness dae.. oppz..

haha had a minor celebration for jaymie cos her bdae on the 25.. yeah.. see how good we are to u.. haha..

kk.. the rest shall be explain by the pic below.. enjoy.. viewing!!

its HER bdae...

taken at KAP...

urgh.. we are all shag esp Jaymi.. PRO..

Active siewhoon.. shag xueyun..

urgh.. i m having a headach!!..

finalLy get mY picx.. UP..greaT 2 dae!!

2005-12-18T23:39:00.000-08:00

yeah finally able to exercise my wisdom to upload the pic to my blog.. thanks to eelYnn yea.. my help line while loading the picx.. sum of them realli nt in sequence sia.. hehe.. but that for a 1st attempt like mi i think nt bad le.. oppx.. "zi kua".. now waiting for dayy to fetch my laptop beofre i go work.. let see. tis work working only 4 dae.. have been sumtime since i last work so mani i mean.. moren than two dae.. oppx.. yeah time to earn more for chinese new yr.. festive sales again!!

bro result gonna releasesed soon let hope he score good grade given the fact he dun realli study at hm..haha.. k la.. gOod luck yea.. hmm past few dae.. has been really packed.. and fulfilling fri eveining had our spirit booster and skit rehearsal at underpass den had dinner together ..

Nrpsd dinner!! cool.. @bt.timah.. den SH fetch us to bp plaxa while we waited and buy a cake for xinyi surprise bdae.. haha.. is was realli cool had dialogues and small talk.. so mani things we discovered.. oppx.. pakan a lil with da huiling guess she found out we giving xinyi a suprise so she released her rather early after their dinner at steak house.. she indeed had a pleasant surprise.. den tooks lots of pic at her hm.. den left around 11 plus.. sharon came my hm stay.. cool.. got ppl pei wo thru the night!! haha.. ok den was sat le met xinyi for morning breakfast at 8 supposedly but i guess she woke up let so we changed to 9.. had a set a at wang jiao.. KopI loti cafe.. den accompany sharon to take bus hm.. den i made my way to xinyi hs for her to get prepared and stuff.. haha she realli took a long time to get ready so tat we could den go over to siewhoon hs for "happY meaL" making.. is was cool.. when we reaching machiam like factory sia.. all the table packe with fillet and burger. haha den saw jaymie and xueyun as they jus back frm s and w.. had a hell loads of fun.. working.. nice.. had our morning gongyo together (my second time for morning gongyo)..when shall be the next hapPy meal making time?

kk.. den we made our way to tbsc le.. met bin bin on the bus 963, ntu ywd iic den.. off we headed to the pantry to settle our burger.. and proceed for the mtg.. the meeting was cool.. nice program.. esp the puppet part.. realli cute and entertaining , the turnout rate was cool too almost packed the whole tbsc hall.. den was chingay time.. had dinner..and there we made ur way to kallang!!

Let the pic do the talking.. will post sume of it up again.. gtg.. dad arriving.. haha

2005-12-18T23:33:00.000-08:00

self -high even Before the start of chingay spirit booster..

a great field Visit to BlooMberg..

2005-12-08T08:59:00.000-08:00

yea.. todae is reall a cool cool dae.. everything goes cool todae.. oppx wat am i say saying.. haha tis morning wake up le.. took care of the 1 yr sis.. haha she is becoming more cuter each dae.. yep.. den had my branch.. mum bought from market.. yea. den happen to tok abt SSA and nikken.. discusiing how to bring the topic to my aunt abt nikken cos she now follow them le.. is really a challenge for us now.. hopefully we hav the oppournity to tok to her.. cos she stay wif my grandma.. at muar.. hmm and we go back onli thrice a year.. so hmm.. yep.. den mi get prepared to meet peiyoke at raffles for our port folio management , a trip to bloomberg on level 21 at capital sqaure.. omg.. it is realli a great eye opener..

u get to see the prices of corporate bonds and stuff, prices.. oh my.. then was asked to choose our tag when we reach level 21.. den was brough to the pantry.. tat its the highligh i can nv imagine.. their pantry realli dun look like pantry look more like super market but neater de.. jus like.. those seven eleven kind.. we are ask to take the drink ourselve.. i too nescafe lattee can de.. haha my friend took perrier.. and there are like chocalate everywhere in their respective coloum realli dun look like pantry omg.. more like living room.. then there are like screen at our siting are for us to view stock even if during rest time.. so cool rite?

yea then was brough in to the bloomberg training room whereby one person is given a set wif two terminal.. two wor.. my gosh den is like the mouse can link from one to the another.. den was rewarded wif a financial magazin bloomberg pencil and note book.. haha nice nice.. love the pencil cos bright luminous orange with the woor BLOOMBERG on it... yea.. the course ended aroun 5 but we stayed there till 6 cos too mani thing to find for our project and when the trainer is teaching jus now dun have much time to search for the statistic and final figure we wanna.. haha end up.. stay till we found it.. cool... sumhow.. doubts is half clear.. left the practical part for the project.. left with atia, nur, thiong hien, yifeng den of we went went around taking pictures yea.. nice fountain jus beside the building.. so yeap.. next stop was STARBUCKS!! y? cos they giving put free regulaer drink yesh!! is free.. from 5-7

so we went to the nearest de.. haha to our surprise the queeu is nt really tat long.. haha.. den nur help mi ordered a caramel frapucinno.. nice drink.. cos she more pro in statrbucks.. old staff neh.. haha.. yep.. enjoy the drink alot.. and thiong order rumba frapacinno.. nice... den mi went off first cos need to rush to marina for work lo.. at 6.. and i m already late haha.. but is ok.. cos my collegue dun mind working for mi too.. so nice hor.. yeah tat is "venezia" family.. whaha.. cool work was cool saw alot of our age grp de.. in prom grown.. should be going for pan pascific hotel de ba.. mei nu and jun nan.. haha.. yea.. den jus finish toking to dear abt tmr outing.. oppx.. hey i do admit u realli noe mi insside out yea.. ok la u win.. haha.. realli glad to have met him in my life.. thanks dear!!

Cute SweEt storY

2005-12-06T09:40:00.000-08:00

once
there is this very old couple

at this cold and rainy day
they hold hands
and walked slowly into macdonalds
then as the walk in
the held many admiration from many other young couples seating around
then they walk to the most end of the mac
and sat down
the little old man then proceed to the counter
:
and bought a hamburger meal
then as he went back to the table
he carefully unwrap the hamburger
and split the hamburger into half
and he carefully counted the french fries

:
and divide them equally among him and his old wife
that brough many attention from other people
:
they were amazed at how this 2 coupld shared their food
they were so loving
and the old man would take a sip on the drink
:
and the old woman would take her turn and take a sip
just then 1 young man would not take it any longer
he went up to this couple
and offered to buy the old woman another hamburger meal

but the old man declined his offer

she said:" thank you, but im used to sharing"

and the man walked away

howevery the young man decided to give it another try and went up again

then he noticed that the old woman was not eating anything
she was seating tht
there
watching her husband eat
leaving her share on the tablle
the young man confused
walked up and asked:" why dun I buy the food 4 u?"
the old woman
again said
I’m used to sharing
no thanks
after some time
the young man was very confused as the old woman still haven start eating
so he decided to ask her
why are u not eating your food? what are you waiting for?
the old woman looked at him
and she said.

"THE TEETH":
Publisher note: It is a lil humourous at the end.. but dun u find it rather sweet and cute if it were to happen to us when we reach tat age..

GReaT dAe!!

2005-11-30T10:11:00.000-08:00

yox!!.. todae woke up super ultra late.. guess wat.. i woke up at 11.. when my tutorial was supposed to start at 11.. den no choice bath le.. pia down to take cab.. use back the bag i used yesterdae.. no time to transfer..ahah. the fare cost mi 6.70.. argh.. pain.. heart, pocket pain.. hmm but no choice cos i dun wann miss sally chew tutorial as it is on dinning ettiteqe.. nice module.. nice teacher.. i have statrted to like her even if last sem when she taught us bix ettit shw seem to be a more cold teacher in IS. However tis sem she is realli different and funny teacher.. will joke and get serious at times.. her sense of dresing is sumthing very different.. forever so professional, the way she tok, gestures and taught us more on interatcive business skill is sumthing worth.. rewarding.. hmm.. LOVe IBS, RMGT, IB, ECD alot.. all the module!!

yeah.. den during our two hr break go convention there touch up on our ecd report.. project session was fun.. cool!! den we even touched on the date we wanna go for blood donation.. oh ya.. before the IBS tutorial end. mrs chew ask for volunteer for the shot again.. yeah.. i of cos i volunteer for it.., even call GK to got for the shot.. but all my class mate nt free.. hmm ani takers wanna try? whaha.. is on 10 dec 9am -3pm.. hehe.. jus nice is CR1 ygm.. tat night i guess..

After project.. went to lt 45 to have our.. IBS lecture.. cool.. tis time was henry koh.. a reall fnyy, passionate laecture.. whi seem to tell us everything he noes.. enjoyed his lect thoroghly!! one part i remember was super funny..he was go through the 1st lecture notes slide.. which is nt wat we have for todae lect material.. out of curiosoity i coppied down all the points as it is essential for my data gathering call.. i feel.. so i hapily copied down.. den xinyi frm 02 i think pat mi frm behind telling mi is from week one de notes.. i was like.. huh.. realli? cos i miss lect one.. so i took out my IBS file, took a quick glance .. oh my.. is realli 1st week material.. out of curiosity i let him tok finish le, raise up my hand and ask him to clarify reagarding the one he is teaching no.. and the one we supposed to know by the end of the lect.. guess wat.. he commented:" wah tat a good one! everyone lets give her a round of applause!" i was like diao.. damn paiseh.. cos i was jus asking wat most of my class mates wanna ask.. jus tat i m more daring at that time to raise hand out of 100 plus student.. including student from red campus.. (3 dae.. poly attachment student from sec sch)..

haha.. den after lect supposed have NTU talk de.. but is like hello.. NTU, busincess.. whu will stay? end up..half the lect is empty.. perhaps if SMU come.. cfm full house.. but oppx.. is ntu lo.. guess they should got for enginerring.. whaha.. aniway i was the most whu left, left with seeyan to rush down town to work, take over sophia and lyn shift.. todae have been traveling on cab.. whaha.. den work till 10.30.. working wad great met funny friendly customer.. guess wat sensei sae is really true.." change for the enviroment and nt the enviroment change u!"--- this statement will be reflected in the stories later.. given by....

NICE STORY.. Credit by Gk..
long ago
there is this little mouse
and 1 day this mouse was on his way home and saw a genie stucked in a bottle

the mouse went and saved the genie
the genie was glad and said he would help the mouse no matter what
so the mouse told the genie
I want to become a cat
so that I will not be chased by a cat again
:
and the genie granted the mouse's wish
after sometime
the cat came back
and this time
the cat wanted to become a dog
because the cat was chased by a dog
:
the genie granted the cat's wish again
and after a month
the dog came back
and the dog said he wanted to become a lion
cuz he was chased by a lion
and he went off as a lion
after some time
the lion came back
this time the lion wanted to become a human
cuz he was almost killed by a hunter
the genie turned the lion back into a mouse
and told the mouse
no matter what u become
u would still be afraid of something
:
because
deep down u
:
u are still a lion with the of a mouse
unless u change yourself there is nuttin I can help u
-the end-

touching , meaningful song...

2005-11-29T09:06:00.000-08:00

yoz.. rmb the previous post i was saying that i had fallen inlove with steph sun song on
<<>>.. it was actualli introduced by our dear sisi.. when tat time we had our anniversary night on sat after yiheng daimokukai at my house.. tat night was realli well spend.. enjoy myself alot... cos therewas realli lots of interaction among our 29th council.. so glad tat we can seen one naother again after half a yr.. i guess.. haha.. ur are a huge bunch of funny ppl.. hmm.. den got.. 3rd for lucky draw..nv in my life.. but i prefer the bolster to the table.. haiz.. so heavy.. luckliy wenfeng they all got car, van.. so still ok..after ann night went bugis breeko to chill, order a tropical drink.. opps. is low fat milk belended with strawberries.. yep.. den chatted for a while.. look thru all the pic we taken jus now.. soon everyone started to leave as most of us are tired after a long dae.. soon i took asman car.. back to somerset to take NR home.. whaha.. mi. sisi, ariff took NR back.. to sisi hs.. initalli wanted go hm de.. but she worried abt my safety den ok lo..i stay in her room.. whaha.. realli had a wuality chat tat night.. from police.. life.. to perception of regrets.. den to relationship..tata the most juicy part..felt uterlly upset when she shared .. the process.. esp i had sorta been thru wif them since i was a member they are already a couple.. haiz.. realli tok a lot.. the more she tok.. the more i felt upset.. dunno la.. to think.. sumone whu has always been a mr nice guy to mi yet.. thinking is such narrow minded.. and has hurt my dear friend is jus like a knife slashed across my chest..den as she shared.. i became more awake.. den she also let mi listen to the above song.. tat is the song she passed by.. when she was down and venting her anger on shopping.. I cried.. when i was listening.. i jus can't helped it.. see lah.. sisi wat good deed u done.. haha.. aniway.. i am glad to be able to share some of ya sorrows.. rmb i always be there.. ever.. since then i have been looking for this song.. share share with your the lyric..

- steph sun

i don't wanna lose you,
but i don't wanna use you
just to have somebody by my side.
and i don't wanna hate you,
i don't wanna take you,
but i don't wanna be the one to cry.
and that don't really matter
to anyone anymore.
but like a fool i keep losing my place
and i keep seeing you walk through that door.

but there's a danger in loving somebody too much,
and it's sad when you know
it's your heart you can't trust.
there's a reason why people
don't stay where they are.
baby, sometimes, love just ain't enough.

now, i could never change you,
i don't wanna blame you.
baby, you don't have to take the fall.
yes, i may have hurt you,
but i did not desert you.
maybe i just wanna have it all.

it makes a sound like thunder,
it makes me feel like rain.
and like a fool who will never see the truth,
i keep thinking something's gonna change.
and there's no way home,
when it's late at night and you're all alone.
are there things that you wanted to say?
do you feel me beside you in your bed,
there beside you, where i used to lay?

and there's a danger in loving somebody too much,
and it's sad when you know it's your heart they can't touch.
there's a reason why people don't stay who they are.
baby, sometimes, love just ain't enough.
baby, sometimes, love...
it just ain't enough.
oh...

LivinG lifez w/o regrets!!

2005-11-27T10:30:00.000-08:00

wake up at 8am in the moring left hom at 8.45 went over to my kid, weiliang house for tution.. this time round mi brought a dinosaurs book with mi, hoping to spike his interest in interacting wif him.. IT works!!.. we tok abt power ranger.. and i even let him try a bit of my lime juice.. as i was teaching him on fruits last lesson.. was supposed to bring mango there as he had nt tried it before.. but shop to early nv open.. haha.. he commented it was nice and wan mi to bing more next time.. haha so happi.. finally he is nt scared of mi le.. and he even wanna mi leave the book behind for him to read... wah!! was realli beri happy.. den waited 5 min for the bus to sch.. reached school aroun 1059.. 1 min before i was considered on the dot.. find my seat and quickly prepared for the lecture.. the lecture was cool.. jeff wu.. shared sum reallu stupid funni joke.. haha.. yep.. den after lecture rush up to level 3 to rehearse our part.. for the presentation for IB>. though was a lil unhappy sum where.. as nt all were in one mind.. rmb one actualli sae i was agressive.. am i realli? or am i jus purely excited.. haiz.. dunno.. well.. ppl perception is n t sumthing i could contrl.. haiz.. so perhaps i will be a bit less "agressive"? haha.. The result of the presentation was good!! yeah.. den went to atrium pass my dad com.. and sat in the atium ewas abt to sat down when i noticed kenny.. so invited him for my ygm as well as we started on tmr tutorial.. it was cool.. hmm.. i met cindy ( my member) ard 5 plus.. at atrium.. haha . went to sic to pass francis the YGM ticket.. for him to invite his friend..soon nelly came.. we went campus deli to grab a bite.. soon lyn arrive in sch too.. and we mad our way to club hpuse.. only to see tat.. there are more instructors den members todae.. oh my.. as the three of us is nt in physical attire.. we left soon after,.. a while.. and we met benjamin down the stairs.. haha he is so hardworking com all the way to NP to study as well as running with jean and asman.. cool.. too bad we no attire if nt cfm join them.. haha but we made a deal le.. every mon is our ex-council.. training time.. wah.. whahah.. to train for the next expedition to tahan in april as well as for my 3rd attempt for napfa!.. the visit to qneens way was good saw alot of nice variet of shoes ranging from casual to sprot wear.. and i fall in love with an addidas sneaker.. it is jus so different frm the rest.. after walking for sum stores realised tat there is not much price different..lyn and mi set on the same shoe.. whaha but is 141 after discount acsis de.. oppx..den we went up for dinner at MAC.. diner was great luff alot during the tok.. when toking back abt js , tasic, aos, updating nelly abt all this three event when she is nt around.. yep..din noe times pass so fast.. even before i could finishe it was 10.30 liao.. so we made our way back.. no 147 in sight.. den it came after 2 min.. den miss my bus 75 cos.. was supposed to flag it.. but i tot there is ppl alighting o i did nt wave lo.. end up.. zroom.. it zoom past mi.. nelly was so worried tat i no bus back even volunteered to pass mi 5 bucks to take cab back.. luckily haven took cos it cames jus after a 15 min.. and as the bus past my the back gate.. darren, aiaha boared up the bus.. yep.. had a great tok with guo zhen.. hehe.. okok... tat all no.. super tired... gtg orh le.

a dae full of surprise

2005-11-23T00:34:00.000-08:00

* a great cocktail party in school for IBS module*

*an enjoyable, tiring, but fun experience in fliming to promote sch of BA to the secondary sch student by experienced production crew!!*

This are the satement which we got to speak to the camera at blk 72 level 8.(one of the big room...haha

1) Have u got wat it takes? (dry run 1, mock 1, rolling 2 + 4 tries for the takes to be successful!! yipee!).

2) Zest and Passion, BA got the winning drive! (dry 1, mock once actual 2)-----> getting a bit better..

3)Come Join us.... ! (this is much more simple--->dry 1 actual take 1).

4)Make BA the school of business and accountancy your first choice! (.. this is coooolllll it took mi 5 min to memorise the phrase.haha.. (---->dry 2 ,actual take 2)----

*End at 6.30* after the take at level three the car park.. amazing we saw the inital D car.. hard to believe but all of the crew and my friend saw it.. --one in a million chance ba co i tot the car is only used in the production for the sake of the INital D movie..*

*Rush to work at 7.30.at marina square.. supposed to reach by 6.. oppz.. the night was ok .. miss my dinner.. cos no body to tend the shop.. and loss of appettie to eat.. oppz* ( still the night was great esplande was beautiful... shall faster pray for a digi cam so tat i could take down all beatiful shots.. rather den jus wat i write.. *praying hard for one by the end of christmas*.. peeps u noe wat to do? haha jus kidding..

Tat sums up my dae =)...... hapPi!!!

FuiFilLmEnT oF REaLISaTIon

2005-11-19T00:59:00.000-08:00

p.s: i'm gonna change the stlye of writting now.. after sum comments our our dear ****n. u noe whu u are.. aniways thanks..
Synopis of the past two dae 17-19
Past two dae on fri was great , had tutorial at 11 den wnet uphill and down hill to borrow laptop from sharon .. thanks ger.. cos lazy to bring mine from home as we having a nrpsd dialogue in sch wif all our beloved mambers and friends . Den reach tutorial room mi over shot cos i was late by 5 min.. hurry set up lappy and prepared myself for the tutorial.. the tutorial was cool cos we learn how to use excel to compute our portfolio geometric mean and stuff.. beside mi was lorrain she help mi a lil.. great thank to her men.. hehe..and May too.. thanks ger..soon after tat was break time went over to bt.timah to have duck rice with sum of our class guys as usual our big clicks.. haha.. had a good tok and quantity lunch.. soon we all took cab backfor our lecture at 3 . L

Lecture was great though mrs tsang delayed a bit due to our noisy ness in terms of adminstration and stuff.. basically sch was great!! perhaps my life condition were quite high ba.. felt realli good tat dae.. haha though the sun was nt doing a kind deed but still it does not hampers my mood of later dialogue session cos is sumthing i had been looking forward after much oreparation at xinyi house on thurs.. after our dinner with weilun and sharon and N.Y.D.C.. great bake rice yea? mi first time eat too.. but glad i din make a bad recommendation.. nice hanging out with ur !!thanks alot for the accompany!! though i wanderalone at shaw for around half an hr tat dae.. before meeting up with sharon.. but by wandering alone.. i learn to love the ppl ard mi.. trying to look things at a diff angel.. bordeom sumhow dun bothers mi.. dunno why.. perhaps knowing that i be meet my comrades.. makes mi feel great. so tat dae manage to buy the bdae pressie for cai..

Back to fri.. when i reach the light house(underpass) eelynn. siewhoon. s.h,x.y francis were already there.. almost mistaken francis for terry cos he was wearing a shirt.realli look like terry lo... from the back haha..ok.. den we began by games at 6. follow by wan xiang encouragement and dialogue and i did the rounding up.. initally nt mi de was the iic .. den last min sae they got to leave early.. mi realli stunned sumhow the absence of iic mi suddenly seem weak.. but still i noe i got no choice i was like.. huh.. mi round up? ok.. i told myself ok" tis time for me to show my stand alone spirit!"" within the one hour.. mi realli craaack my head keep thinking how can i do a good round up cos.. it stats well and i wanna end it well in order nt to waste the other cic effort in preparing for this dialogue. actualli i onli did wat ever i can so suddenly siewhoon pass mi the picture for my dialogue on "happiness" den i used it to con clude too lo.. haha.. luckily the effect was ok.. manage to blend in.. by my one pieace one pieace english whaha.. really a big clap of all those whu took their time off to join us..!! *hugz*!! and all my fellow cic ur did a good job cos i have been trying to cut and stop the dialogue to round up at 7.30 but i could see the dialogue is proceeding very well..one of it was terry he realli surprised mi.. on surface he seem to be co hold it cool cool de dun tok de.. yet.. he told mi he need a few more min to share.. realli happi! tat how a dialogue should be.. will feed back for more dialogue.. haha in tat way we realli strengthen each everione of our bond.. rite? perhaps jus a fridae gathering ba.. den whu ever who need a person to tok too or encourgaement.. friedae. 6.30 light house waiting for u!!.. opps.. have been writting alot.. pardon of ani reader of mine.. ha

Ok next i will go into todae!!.. yeah this is realli a long post i guess.. longest in all my entries? haha.. sat morning was realli tired.. does nt have enough of sleep..mental challenge to teach my pr1 kid at 12.30... cos mentally i m realli tired.. but deep down is my pay day so die die also must drag myself to go.. and do my best.. so yeap.. i break thru!! i did nt doze off for even a min.. nv close my eye.. cos while he was writting i was looking thru his other assignments and cracking jokes wif him.. dunno how i find the energy.. i believe is the effect of the morning gongyo tat i did after bathing.. it has sort of awake mi lil.. thus elevate my life condition.. so end the tution den was crossing the bridge to took a bus.. 963 a bus came.. i boarded it.. guess wat.. i sensed sumthing wrong when it gos the PIE way.. cos if 963 should be woodland.. den loong time din took to woodland le tot mabbi they changed route..sumhow i sensed sumthing wrong after that.. immediately turn to an aunti beside mi.. ask her if this is 963 she was like no, is 960 to bugis.. wah.. tat comment.. is like water splashes on my face arghhh.. i took the wrong bus and to make things worse i m already late le.. if U-turn and go back it will take another 20 min.. i be supper late.. for the marine parade duty for sensei exhibition but tat seem the one way out..

Tis time round, mi screened carefully at the bus number making sure nuthing goes wrong and i stopeed msging too.. realised i can't multi task well when lack of slp..yep.. reach woodland around 3.10.. was terribly sorry siewhoon and sharon gotta wait so long..sorry ger.had dialogue on the bus . reach the exbition area.. marine parade CC i was realli impressed by sensei works.. and was really touched by sum of the passer by impression on sensei art pieace. most of them was sorta impressed and remarked that such art work is pieaces of real genius art piece. sum even wanted to buy the art pieace. It change my perception tat actually singapore do have alot of ppl whu will appreciate good works.. cos i have always tat that life is so hectic but.. it proves mi wrog.. it cought mani ppl attention even families.. one i actualli rmb they wrote in their impression was somthing like" the one who do this is genius, the one who put the poetry together is a great genius". tat all i can rmb.. the menaing is sumthing similar.. i was realli impressed by this even an outsider remarked abt it.. how can we nt feel touched and fortuate that sensei is still wif us in this era when we are still able to see him ..

Siewhoon went to buy dinner for us den mi and sharon was busy confirming our member for our tmr mass home visitation.. whaha the process of reaching out was realli good!! expeecially when they are free and availble for us to go their house to have a dialogue .. esp for the 111 target for our nrpsdywd!! so the day wnet after doing sum oacking up of stuff and one funni thing happen.. when the packing up was almost done*luff*.. sharon.. u noe wat i m hinting yea.. oppz.. ok.. so there we went hm in cab as for our poor ger.. she took 16 back hm.. long journey but i guess u made realli full use of it rite.. haha.. came home and watch FULL house Korean SHOW.
**LOOKING FORWARD TO TMR**
P.s gotta meet 6.30 at BP plaxa means.. 5.30 got to wake up..... sobz.. great challenge

heyz.. New Daez!!

2005-11-16T00:41:00.000-08:00

yozz.. hows everybody.. tis feel dae have rather been rountine.. ok eith tutorial or lect let mi see i guess i been skipping 3 lect in the past two dae.. ultra tired and feel abit sick lo.. haiz.. oh ya happi birthdae charlene..i m sure tis birthdae will be super memorable rite?? of marx gesture.. woo.. so sweet.. how i wish mine could be half like him.. haha jus kidding.. happi for ya..oh ya.. now update first in case tmr no energy to update cos i be going sentosa.. for wat leh.. tanning la.. if nt see rock? whaha yep.. with my cream of crops.. followed by shopping with sharon san.. and dinner.. den hmm.. *surprise* for mi to know for ya to find out.. guess tmr wil be as usual packed.. as for fri we having put nrpsd dialogue.. excited.. whaha.. oh my hmm guess s tis week is realli packed to the brim.. oh my.. as for next week i haven submit my schedule to sophia.. cham ar.. dunno work wich dae.. cfm thurs is out i be having napfa.. fri meeting dear.. mon tue wed? haha nt sure la.. see how it goes.. but feel like worjking sat.. cos is the only dae i can work long hrs.. haiz.. see how ba.. oh.. recently i guess i have fallen in love with landy song.. the "zu wo sheng ri kua le".. haha.. nice nice.. it has been in my ear.. since i guess 2 dae ago.. haha..even on 93.3 it was playing.. oh.. guess if ani guy ever sang mi tat song cfm will be like william fried.. sho sae" melt diao" haha.. though nt realli sure.. wat the lyric but sounds pleasing can le.. hmm.. sian another week gone.. so fast four week le.. must pia project le.. haha.. k la i blog till here see tmr got new update ma.. hehe

humph.. life is??

2005-11-14T00:47:00.000-08:00

humph.. had been sumtime since i last blogged.. perhaps nt much exciting things happen so din blog ba.. hmm.. recently alot of things had been runing thru my mind.. things are no longer the same animnore.. perhaps it has been even more complicated.. yesh the subject of human.. the sense of feeling when u felt really shity at times.. words tat u say dosen't seem to be understood and appreciate.. actions tat i have done made mi look as if it is redundant.. i may nt voice or express anithing.. but deep down.. whu noes i m nt hurt inside.. can't ur just step out of ya own world to look at other ppl.. hated the feeling when being viewed as transparent.. where is the huma revoulution ur always mention? perhaps.. yep.. i m too sensitive.. making a fuss out of this.. but i am jus sad.. when times.. i have been trying to keep up wif my pace of life.. toking to u yet u cut me off by diverting ur attention.. issn't this the body language that tells mi u r nt interested u seem to care for sum others then ur old friend whu been wif u thru thick and thin.. argh.. seem tat i m complaining abt wats happening.. perhaps before i even complain should chant.. for my wisdom to think things thru.. argh.. i hate growing up.. have to face wif so mani responsibilites, problem and tropuble.. but i got no other choice.. well,,, jus live wif it ba. haiz.. next week schedule i guess is full but mi realli wanna sign up for the kick boxing lesson haha.. is on every tue. statrs next week.. summore so near my hs.. ok.. hmm.. yep.. guess next tue, fri and thurs is kinda book.. oh ya sat too got ann nite.. troubled of wat to wear sian.. haha.. perhaps will get my dear to help mi choose outfit.. but i kinda toght tis month.. lend 200 to my mum, 100 to dear.. now left with 100 plus to survive.. must realli scrimp and save.. still got so mani friend birthdae coming.. oh my... haha.. hmm.. shall see how it goes ba.. hope mum able to retune mi the money soon.. haha.. as for dear de.. hmm i gues she can onli return mi next month.. so hai.. by den mabbi become bad debts.. haha.. k la.. tmr having two tutorial and lect.. guess i be skipping the lect.. ultra boring.. den change to giving tution to cover for my thurs sentosa outing with my class of babes ba.. hehe.. this whole week is realli packed.. oh my.... i m tired!!!

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2005-11-06T07:39:00.000-08:00

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REceollectIOn... Nice.. mails..

2005-11-01T00:21:00.000-08:00

As i was surfing the net, look thru all those mail my friend send mi.. suddenly a sense of huang jui flooded my mind.. i patienly re-click all the mails.. and it brought mi back all the memories again.. hmm.. though mi m,ay be a strong perosn on the surface.. actualli mi nt realli de strong de.. still will break down and cry if there is a need too.. as dfor sentimental... haha no one can beat mi... few letters of the past could make mi weep.. hmm.. tis are sum of the mail.. i found it realli coo to share with all of ya.. haha.. hope it enters ya life too..

This is a love letter from a boy to a girl....
However,the girl's father does not like him and
want them to stop the relationship......
So, the boy wrote this letter to the little girl.
1 "The great love that I have for you
2 is gone, and I find my dislike for you
3 grows every day. When I see you,
4 I do not even like your face;
5 the one thing that I want to do is to
6 look at other girls. I never wanted to
7 marry you. Our last conversation
8 was very boring and has not
9 made me look forward to seeing you again.
10 You think only of yourself
11 If we w! ere marr ied, I know that I would find
12 life very difficult, and I would have no
13 pleasure in living with you. I have a heart
14 to give, but it is not something that
15 I want to give to you. No one is more
16 foolish and selfish than you, and you are not
17 able to care for me and help
18 I sincerely want you to understand that
19 I speak the truth. You will do me a favor
20 if you think this the end. Do not try
21 to answer this. Your letters are full of
22 things that do not interest me. You have no
23 true love for me. Good-bye! Believe me,
24 I do not care for you. Please do not think that
25 I am still your boyfriend."

So bad..... However, the boy told the girl before to
"READ BETWEEN THE LINES", meaning only to
read 1.3.5.7.9.11.13......
So. Please read it again!....it's so smart n sweet...
Interesting right??

Another New touchiNg link Tat my Pal send mi..glad to review it again... it melted mi.. hope it melted u too!!
http://wang-yuan.nease.net/wygs.htm

Reformatted my Com!!.. A nEW liFe!!

2005-10-18T01:27:00.000-07:00

hey dude.. its been awhile since i last blogged yeah? haha of co.. la.. com short tempered hard to pen down my thought here... hmm.. hoildays ending soon.. seem like this one month plus has been rather fullfilling.. busy withVenezia work, tution, sd mtg.. and also.. our.. nuaing cum leisure time... haha.. let sing.. so far in this hoildayed.. managed to sing twice of KTV, watch 4 shows althogether, moscow street, jing zhi yu nian, one more chance and the maid.. whaha.. cool yeah.. den hmm.. went to slesgie to rtry their ever soft bean curd.. finnally afr=ter so mani attempt and urge to go.. had.. steamboat at a different place in bugis, had numerous dinner at pasta mania.. hmm.. and of cos.. been to bf.. house to accompany him and watch sum of his thailang training clips.. how they went thru their survival lesson.. cool.. took alot of stuff frm his home.. whaha thumbdrive, distillution tablets for next time use in camps.. hmm..yep.. ehaha..life is realli enriching till.. i have nt met up with amanda.. yet.. a good friend whu have been with mi ever since pri 3.. of cos.. this one month gave mi lots of up and down... to learn to take and give.. haiz.. guess nuthing in the world is perfect u jus got to sacrifice sumthing for other things..realli had an enjoable.. hoildae.. though our usual khaki for hanging out.. william is busy.. serving the nation.. but haha.. we shall see one another soon again.. pls dun think tat ya botakl head looks ugly k.. no body.. bothers to luff at u.. though we might.. whaha.. oh ya... btw.. this hoilday.. i and my collegues became closer.. whaha.. yesterdae we even tok abt the plans after graduate.. now venezia.. is demoniamted by.. ngee ann student.. cool yeah.. haha.. two of them is frm npcc last time de... now they CI( cadet onspector)..if onli i went for the CI course.. think i be buddy with them le.. haha but fate still draw us close.. we working in the same outlet, same passion.. and we decided after grad.. give ourself 6 mth grace.. to experence wat life gotta experience such as doing sumthing related to our diploma for 6 mths.. den sign up for police.. haha.. cos at least we get to enjoy before it is too late.. and we shall be in the same plattoon.. whaha..
One of my fav song in NPcc..

Purple light, in the vally
this is where i wan to be
with my dreams, close companion,
with my CI, my buddies and miiiii...

Memories... will still lingers.. and it shall be a reality sooN!!..

BernIce!!!! hASLinDA!!! We will strive to GO in THERE!!! POlice FOrcE!! here we are!!

..feLt InsPirEd..

2005-09-19T00:42:00.000-07:00

The Mountain Story

A son and his father were walking on the mountains.
Suddenly, his son falls, hurts himself and screams: "AAAhhhhhhhhhhh!!!"
To his surprise, he hears the voice repeating, somewhere in the mountain:
"AAAhhhhhhhhhhh!!!"
Curious, he yells: "Who are you?"
He receives the answer: "Who are you?"
Angered at the response, he screams: "Coward!"
He receives the answer: "Coward!"
He looks to his father and asks: "What's going on?"
The father smiles and says: "My son, pay attention."
And then he screams to the mountain: "I admire you!"
The voice answers: "I admire you!"
Again the man screams: "You are a champion!"
The voice answers: "You are a champion!"
The boy is surprised, but does not understand.
Then the father explains: "People call this ECHO, but really this is LIFE.
It gives you back everything you say or do.
Our life is simply a reflection of our actions.
If you want more love in the world, create more love in your .
If you want more competence in your team, improve your competence.
This relationship applies to everything, in all aspects of life;
Life will give you back everything you have given to it."
YOUR LIFE IS NOT A COINCIDENCE. IT'S A REFLECTION OF YOU!

ThanKx DuDE...

2005-09-18T00:49:00.000-07:00

Hospital Windows

Two men, both seriously ill, occupied the same hospital room. One man
was allowed to sit up in his bed for an hour each afternoon to help drain
the fluid from his lungs. His bed was next to the room's only window.
The other man had to spend all his time flat on his back. The men talked for hours on end. They spoke of their wives and families, their homes, their jobs, their involvement in the military service, where they had been on vacation.
And every afternoon when the man in the bed by the window could sit up, he would pass the time by describing to his roommate all the things he could see outside the window. The man in the other bed began to live for those one-hour periods where his world would be broadened and enlivened by all the activity and color of the world outside.
The window overlooked a park with a lovely lake. Ducks and swans played on the water while children sailed their model boats. Young lovers walked arm in arm amidst flowers of every color of the rainbow. Grand old trees graced the landscape, and a fine view of the city skyline could be seen .
As the man by the window described all this in exquisite detail, the man on the other side of the room would close his eyes and imagine the picturesque scene.
One warm afternoon the man by the window described a parade passing by. Although the other man couldn't hear the band - he could see it in his mind's eye as the gentleman by the window portrayed it with descriptive words. Days and weeks passed.
One morning, the day nurse arrived to bring water for their baths only to
find the lifeless body of the man by the window, who had died peacefully in his sleep. She was saddened and called the hospital attendants to take the body away. As soon as it seemed appropriate, the other man asked if he could be moved next to the window. The nurse was happy to make the switch, and after making sure he was comfortable, she left him alone.
Slowly, painfully, he propped himself up on one elbow to take his first look at the world outside. Finally, he would have the joy of seeing it for
himself.
He strained to slowly turn to look out the window beside the bed.
It faced a blank wall.
The man asked the nurse what could have compelled his deceased roommate who had described such wonderful things outside this window.
The nurse responded that the man was blind and could not even see the wall.
She said, "Perhaps he just wanted to encourage you."